Kenma finally was a third year longing for his boyfriend Kuroo who was in a nearby collage. Suddenly Kuroo started canceling there plans and him and Kenma grew apart. Suddenly Kenma received a text from Yaku...
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Here is a TW: blood and yelling| S u f f e r | ————————-Kenma's pov—————————
Maybe today wasn't my day. I should've stayed quiet and pretend nothing happened maybe life would be better. The loud thunder outside isn't making it better. I feel myself sit on the floor and put my knees to my chest.
"So now your gonna hide? Kenma I've always showed my love towards you!" Kuroo is raising his voice.
I feel myself stand up again. I feel my confidence boost.
"If you really loved me you would no I have TROUBLE showing affection public or not! God damn Kuroo I love it when you tease me! I just don't know how to respond!" I raise my voice to stand my ground.
"KENMA LISTEN I WAS TIRED OF YOUR BS! I WAS JUST TIRED OK?"
"And I was scared." I mumble
"What? WHAT WERE YOU SCARED OF? YOU HAVE KNOWN ME FOR YEARS!"
"Kuroo please stop yelling."
"NO THIS SHIT IS TIRING. ALL YOU EVER DO IS FOCUS ON GAMES KENMA. I'M BASICALLY DATING MYSELF."
"Kuroo please stop..."
"NO! KENMA I TRY SO HARD SO GOD DAMN HARD AND ALL YOU CAN DO IS TELL ME TO STOP?"
I stay quiet and hold back my tears. My knees feel weak and I just can't handle all the loud noises. I went to reach for my cup but, it fell and shattered due to my shaking. I went to go pick it up and ended up getting glass in my hand. Bleeding.
"Kenma stop let me do it." That deep voice that sends shutters down my back
"no its my fault let me do it." I sound shaky
"Please," he touches my hand telling me to stop "let me pick it up."
I move over so he can pick up the glass. Then he grabs my wrist leading me to the bathroom to look at my hand. It's all bloody and shaky.
He sets me down on the sink holding my waist then taking my hand. I flinch before giving to him. I'm still scared.
"Kenma I'm sorry I flipped out for a second."
"No, it's my fault."
He sighs putting his hand back on my waist and using the other hand to make me look at him.
"It's not your fault kitten. Don't blame yourself like that."
He goes back to looking at my hand. After all the glass is all out he wraps it due to the bleeding. He hugs me as he rubs my back.
"Can you tell me why you were scared?" He says
Where do I begin?
"I guess it was the thought of losing you to someone else. I don't want to be alone again Kuroo," I pause to take a breath I'm not good about talking about my feelings "I guess when I found out I felt sick to my stomach and convinced myself that it's fake. I guess I got side tracked and stopped taking care of myself."
I feel him push me closer to his chest letting me know that I can continue.
"First Yaku told me then Oikawa and I saw you and him at the park. After that Yamaguchi came over the day before you came here and we comforted eachother."
He releases the pressure of the hug and quickly turns to look at me. He opened his mouth to day something but quickly closes it. I think he wants me to continue.
"Also everyone was worried for me at school. I don't know why though but, it was causing unwanted attention." That's all I have to say to him.
"Kitten you look sick that's why every one was looking at you. Your pale and have bags under your eyes."
He helps me off the sink and we walk towards the kitchen but, then a loud boom happened and the power went out. I sped walk near Kuroo as I was terrified but, I ended walking into a wall.
"Kenma?" He says from the distance
"Kuroo I'm scared..."
I heard his chuckle come closer. Then I'm lifted of the ground.
"I'll carry you we can sit on the couch until the power is back on."
We sat on the couch together my head was resting on his shoulders. We just sat in silence I don't know what to say. I could all though feel myself getting drowsy but, I still had a lot to ask. There I was in that endless ocean of thoughts.
Does he still love me? If he does was Kuroo cheating an honest mistake and I overreacted.
Is it possible to stay with someone knowing they cheated? I think... I think I want to take a break. Only for a little we can still be friends but, the break up was to much to handle. How do I tell him?
"Kitten... what are we now?" Kuroo asks
"I think we should take some time off from eachother. Build our personalities and come back to eachother as better people. This doesn't mean I don't love you but, I think it's for the best." I really just blurted that out.
"Can we stay friends?"
"Of course Kuroo, always."
I felt myself slowly drift to sleep next to Kuroo. He goes home tomorrow that's going to be awkward. I guess if I conceal my feelings we can stay friends.
Just know Kuroo I will always love you no matter what happens. Even if it ends in one happy ending and the other a sad story I'll always have your back. ————————————————————————
Just know that last statement is a hint of what the next chapters will be like. I guess I should call this an arc so, that's the last of the break up arc lol.
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Alright see you next week thanks for reading lol Word count: 970
