Kenma finally was a third year longing for his boyfriend Kuroo who was in a nearby collage. Suddenly Kuroo started canceling there plans and him and Kenma grew apart. Suddenly Kenma received a text from Yaku...
Status: Ongoing
Slow updates
TW: Anxiety and Panic attack read at your own risk
Kenma POV~
I keep having the same dream which is weird because it's been a year since then. My dad was sent to jail and I live with my mom. Kuroo ended up confessing his feelings the day of the of his family event. He is in collage now and calls me every weekend. I think him and Yaku enrolled in the same collage.
Rooster
Rooster <3: Hey Kitten I can't come over today but I will make it up to you!
Me (Kenma): Aww ok have fun !
He didn't respond maybe he's busy. (Kenma baby no <3)
Akaashi came over to hang out we get along pretty well. You would think we were friends for the longest time when we only started hanging out this year. We were watching TV when out of nowhere my phone chimes. Oh it's Yaku.
Yaku: Hey kenma I need to tell you something. Promise me you'll stay calm.
me (Kenma): Huh what do you mean. I'm ALWAYS calm
yaku:
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I put my phone down. Holding myself back from crying. Like an overflow of emotions I hadn't felt before are coming together. Akashi saw and had looked at the message. "What the hell." He has said in an aggressive tone "It's fine. He probably got tired of me." "Kenma your shaking." I look at him with a friendly smile as I calm myself down. Thoughts ran across my head. He wouldn't cheat on me. Isn't Tsukishima with Yams? When did they start hanging out? I hadn't realized it but I ended up falling asleep. Me and Akaashi both fell asleep on the couch. I was up before him. I went to check the time and realized he messaged Yaku back for me.
Me (Kenma): Hello Yaku. Kenma fell asleep I think we should give him time. Yaku: Ok text me when he's awake.
Akaashi went home around 12:30. I headed to my bed and just let my mind run wild. Some people just aren't good enough. Can I ever forgive Kuroo? I love him so much and on the other hand I can't handle it. What about all those sweet morning hugs. I'm really going to miss him. No Kuroo would never cheat. That photo is photoshopped. I found myself in the corner of my room shaking. I was sweating. I felt so cold and I struggled to breath. It was like the walls were closing in on me and my chest was tightening. I didn't know what to do, or who to call. Yaku lives not to far away but I'll just be a burden.
Kenma: Hey Oikawa are you busy? Oikawa: Oh my is the famous Kenma Kozume calling me? Kenma: Oikawa please this is serious Oikawa: Is there something wrong? Do I need to call Kuroo? You sound shaky. Kenma: what do you do if your having a panic attack? Oikawa: Are you having one? I can come over and help you Kenma. Kenma: No I'll be fine. I think I'm just over reacting Oikawa: you sound ill and like your on the verge of passing out. I'll be there in a few.
