Kenma finally was a third year longing for his boyfriend Kuroo who was in a nearby collage. Suddenly Kuroo started canceling there plans and him and Kenma grew apart. Suddenly Kenma received a text from Yaku...
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Was it weird to think that this could be the last day for Kuroo and I? We've been through so much together and it just ends here. I know I never been open to my emotions but, now I don't know what I'm feeling. I feel like I'm in an ocean of overwhelming thoughts telling me different things at once.
"Don't do it. Stay with him."
"You really think he would cheat? Your not all that so I can see why he would."
"Why end a perfect relationship? Stay with him and keep it to yourself."
"Leave him."
I don't know how to feel this ocean keeps getting quieter and harder to breath in. I feel myself slowly drifting away my eyes peacefully shutting. I don't want to wake up to this nightmare. I can't put it into words but I feel weak. Tired even sick to my stomach but, I don't know why. This ocean keeps getting louder blocking out noise. Then a flashback of the thunder storms when Kuroo confessed to me pooped up. I feel myself slowly going back into reality.
"Kitten? Are you ok your shaking!" A husky voice says.
"Kuroo?" I reply
"Is it the thunder storm? Do you wanna talk?"
I didn't know it was storming
"We do need to talk but, promise me you won't get mad?" I feel my breath get shaky as the thunder gets louder.
"You cheated on me. With Tskuishima right?" My breath is now shaky and my knees feel weak.
"Kenma i-."
"So it's true. I've been convincing myself that it's fake and you wouldn't do that." I walk over to the kitchen to grab a drink
"Kitten it was a mistake."
"Well I suppose that mistake went on for a year?" A loud boom appears and I drop my drink out of fear.
"Kitten we got into a fight and I was mad. He and Yamaguchi broke up and it just happened. We told eachother we would never speak of it again but, it kept happening out of no where. I ended it when I found out him and Yamaguchi got back together."
Thunder. Loud booms that came out of the blue startled me again. I didn't know if I was shaking because of the sudden loud noises or, the fact that Kuroo really did cheat. Every thing is blank I feel like zoning out again but, I stand my ground and reply.
"Kuroo what the actual fuck! You cheated on me because of that fight and then you didn't end it when you had a chance? So, you let it become something more knowing damn well we were still in an active relationship?" I raised my voice but, it got quiet again due to the lightning
Why do we keep saying "that fight" well it's all fuzzy but, I think it went like this.
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"Kitten can I have cuddles?" Kuroo's voice snuck up behind me catching me off guard
"But, I'm playing..."
"Pleeease? Your always playing Kitten make time for me!"
"Kuroo I try to but, I'm on a competition and if I win I get a new monitor but, I still will cuddle you after this level!"
Kuroo sigh could be heard from the other side of the room. He flopped on my bed and just scrolled through his phone in an awkward silence. I pause my game and look at him before I could get up he starts gathering his things.
"Hey Kenma I'm gonna head out Bokuto is in town I can ask Akaashi to come visit you if you want?"
He called me Kenma? I hope he's not mad
"Oh..ok can I least have a kiss?"
"I'm in a rush later."
That's "later" turned into 7 hours. I waited for him. Akaashi went back to Bokuto and Kuroo stayed behind. It's currently 4 am I'm still waiting. Then the door opens.
"Kenma? Why are you awake you look pale." His deep voice once again catches me off guard
"I was waiting for you to apologize for earlier but, you came home late."
"You didn't have to wait for me kenma. How sweet of you I accidentally fell asleep I'm sorry."
"I know but a warning text would've been nice at least..." I mumble
"Excuse me..?"
"I was worried and you didn't text me!"
"I was having fun no need to get sensitive!"
"But Kuroo-."
"No! You are always either playing games or busy and I'm sick and tired of that shit! I feel like I'm dating myself god damn it you never do shit! And to say you were worried for me sounds like bullshit!"
I got frightened by his yelling. It scared me to know Kuroo could yell Like that. I feel wet tears run down my face and I put my head down.
"Ah shit, I'm sorry kitten." Now he sounds sincere...
"No it's my fault I'm a bad boyfriend where I make you feel like this. I'm sorry Kuroo."
Those silent whimpers turns into sobs. Then I feel myself slowly being pushed into a hug. He played with hair and rubbed my back apologizing. He was comforting me and he told me that I should sleep so, he went to bed with me. He hugged me tightly and I buried my head in his chest. Later that day he left to go see Bokuto again.
He came back late but I didn't freak out like I did last time this time I was sleeping on the couch waiting for him. I felt him kiss my head and he carried me to bed. It was a nice day to remember.
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It all made since why he left that day and so long he say Tsukushima....
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This is the only chapter I didn't finish last minute lol. Oh and suffer.
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Word count: 1002 Thank you for reading see you tomorrow enjoy lol! (Tomorrow's update might be late so bewhere I'm not good at time.)
