Guilty

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It's been several days, now that Hoseok was not found. Jungkook grew worried with each passing day, which even he himself didn't expect. All these years, all he used to do was to hate Hoseok, but why did that hatred suddenly take a turn, and the younger had anything but hatred towards the older?

Jungkook tried. He tried contacting the other, but that didn't help.

He was confused. Why did Hoseok even leave in the first? It's not that Jungkook wasn't giving him a place to stay, but then, why?

But, then it suddenly struck him.

Hoseok wasn't treated the way he sometimes wanted to be.

And, it was all because of Jungkook. He always seems to be at loggerheads with the other, hitting him whenever he remembered that it was his own parents who wanted him to be with Hoseok. Just thinking about it alone, makes him angry.

How can this be probably his fault? Jungkook thinks.

But, deep down he knew, it was indeed his very own fault.

He used to hit Hoseok, while the latter just kept silent, sometimes shivering at those loud noises.

In fact, if it was not Hoseok, Jungkook's parents, who lived abroad would have probably known what the elder managed to live with the latter. Hoseok used to cover it up, all of it and tell them that the life he lives with Jungkook is a happy one.

How was Jungkook supposed to mend it? And, Hoseok? What about him? Would he ever return to him, or has he already moved on? Jungkook was worried for real. He was confused what he felt for Hoseok, was it love, or was it something far from it?

And, most of all he was guilty about everything he's done to the older.

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