beauty and the beast | hopekook

I've been thinking

It's just another day of not having Hoseok around. Jungkook sighed. He pulled the curtains, and felt the warm rays of the morning sun hitting his face.

After brushing his teeth, and taking a shower, the young boy could feel his stomach growl. He didn't eat for two days, roughly. Even though it was nice of Jimin to call him up and check up on him, Jungkook didn't care about eating at all.

Jungkook ran towards the kitchen, with a faint smile.

"You didn't cook for me toda-"

He stopped right there.

He realised that the whole idea of Hoseok cooking for him everyday was a just his imagination, now.

Sighing, he walked into the kitchen and he retreated back his hands, upon realizing the water is, indeed cold.

He started off with cooking something for his breakfast.

Jungkook thought things like this takes some time. He sat on the couch and flipped through the pages of the magazine that earlier sat on the table, under a paperweight.

He thought about Hoseok and his letter. What did that actually mean? Did he really love me? Jungkook was utterly confused.

Not long after, the whole room was enveloped with a thick fog. Sniffing, Jungkook ran to the kitchen and saw the burnt foods and the leftovers.

"Shit-" He hissed, trying to clear off the mess. "How do you even manage to cook here, Hoseok?" He mumbled and went out of the kitchen.

About an hour later, the doorbell rang. Jungkook paid the bill, and taking the food inside, he sat down to eat it.

The boy tried keeping himself busy the whole day, but his mind never seemed to forget about Hoseok.

Making the bed, Jungkook laid down on it. Placing his hands beneath his head, he looked up at the white ceiling and looked back the room. The floor was littered with his things, scattered all over.

"Can you please arrange your things after you showering? " Hoseok asked, gulping.

"And, why will I?" Jungkook questioned back.

"The room would look c-clean" The older stuttered.

"That was exactly the time when you moved in with me" Jungkook nodded.

"I've been thinking about you" He continued.

If I look back, I don't know what made me hate you. I was just like some kind of a beast. Maybe, it was because mom wanted me to be with you. You know? Jungkook laughed.

I'm always at loggerheads with her. Jungkook smiled, again. At that time, I was Infatuated with Taehyung. And, thinking how he loved Jimin made me angry. All this time, I took you for granted, and turns out, you actually cared for me.

Holding out that piece of paper in his hands, Jungkook let us an almost inaudible "sorry"

"Will I not get a second chance?"

Maybe, not. But, I'll find you, wherever you are, and maybe, sort things out with you. I don't think I hate you. I'll do whatever it takes to get you back.

With that being said, Jungkook drifted off to sleep, turning the lights off.

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