Laughter Of Insanity

Story 6: The Innocent Annabelle

'The Innocent Annabelle' been hit by reality and trapped by darkness , her shadow is her friend and her demons are her inner evil , she's 18, 'she's lucky,she can move' they say ,she did ,but did her thoughts and demons move on ? NO! they never did ! they have always been there to stab her more and more.

The Innocent Annabelle felt nothing ,but numbness and emptiness after depression and sadness ,she realized why they called her 'The Innocent Annabelle' it's because she's so innocent and so soft and good to be harmed and blamed for anyone's mistakes ,but they didn't obtain mercy anyways!

Sweet poor Annabelle Never been good enough ,Stupid community never accepted her perfections nor her imperfections , it all started when she was going through tumbler and how she wanted to be skinny as tumbler girls and be perfect ,she believed in perfection ,but she also believed that she could be perfect everyday if she starved herself or cared about her hair .

Annabelle walked back to her flat after the club ,while she was walking she saw some drunk girls sitting in the pavement , 'hey there little girl ! yo-you won't be per-perfect ! society ne-never accepted our impre-imperfections believe me ! so s-stop hiding your d-demons ,we can s-see your sa-sorrow in your eyes and depression as your app-appearance, you'll never be go-good en-enough!' one of the drunk girl muttered, 'you're drunk ,you don't know what you're talking about' Annabelle replied with anger , 'honey it's a ma-mad world ! don't you e-ever deny it ! you are n-not a bad gi-girl nor good , you are hit by reality and the truth and we both know the truth !!' the girl said with a smirk.

'What do you mean by 'we both know the truth' I don't even know you' Annabelle said trying to understand the drunk girl

'babe ! do you even focus ? the truth is that social life is disgusting and full of people that have flaws and make fun of yours , you know that you hit 'The Rock Bottom' when rockers and rock band's lyrics are so relatable , you know you are falling when you lose your mind on a t-tiny error in yo-you ,you know y-you won't be per-perfect w-when others keep mentioning your flaws and you save your words to yo-yourself and ke-keep your dignity under people's nasty feet' the drunken girl snapped and laughed along with her drunken friends

'excuse me miss ? but what makes you think that my dignity is under people's feet? that's rude! but I don't think you have manners' Annabelle said frustrated

'wow ! chill ! it was a sarcasm,and c'mon it's obvious, I sa-saw you at the club several times, but you ne-never drink ! Not to sound like a stalker or anything yo-you know ,pl-plus one of my old friends talked to you the other day at the club and you told her how you feel and you also told her about your 'dignity' thing ' the drunken girl said

'whatever it's non of your goddamn business,forget it , I don't even know who the hell are you plus you perhaps messed up' Annabelle snapped and turned on her heel and ran away panicking

'Okay ! but don't deny reality' the drunken girl yelled while watching Annabelle running away ,but she never know Annabelle's panic attacks.

Annabelle made it to her flat shaking ,asking herself if someone would care if she cuts herself ? or if she killed herself and died ?

Annabelle's head wouldn't shut up , her panic attack wouldn't calm down, her desire of wanting death won , she took her final decision and wrote a note saying 'I'll go to where I belong , maybe I don't belong there ,but I will do my best to fade ,my head won't shut up ,sorry.' ,

She ran to a train station and stood among the railway hopping someone will find the note that she's written in her flat , as she counts and reached 99 a train crashed ,she've never been free , trapped by her inner demons , killed by her thoughts and dead with her panics she's that beautiful little girl that people used to call her before attacking her , she's that good girl ,but once reality hit her like a track and once community hate her and her innocence she left this world and she'll never come back .

-MAHA A.

My friends seriously suicide isn't the answer of your problems , it ends you ,but half of your problems might as well be thrown at your friend or friend or any relative or close person to you , and my point is that we're losing a lot of beautiful spirits that took their stress and fears out by cutting or pulling their hair (trichotillomania) or picking their skins(dermtillomania)or take drugs , I want to make a change ! every single year teenagers or kids commit suicide because of being ignored or having issues , some of them tell others and others use their issues against them as a joke or threat them , and the others just keep it inside and hold it all in which is something unhealthy , so my book is about characters and just some sad , depressing and suicidal stories so if you are +13 and you have the ability to read them without being effected then welcome , and if you can't then don't better for both of us ! and speaking about the categoery of these who suffer I'm here for you ! and i love you ! I don't know who you are ,but you can follow me on social media and I'll be there :)

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