Laughter Of Insanity

Story 7 : Left Confused

.Rose Is lost,she doesn't know where she belongs ,she's been trapped for so long,left alone, No friends,No home ,She's a depressed soul, scared-hearten and sorrowed-eyed .

Rose was dragged down, maybe because of her insanity, looking for freedom, but surrounded by sorrow and depression, she's tried to fake a smile and force a laugh, how wide her smile is ? how bright her teeth are ? They can still see a mystery in her eyes ,but someone saw a novel in her instead.

This person saw the hidden scars that are hidden in her soul not skin, He's a mysterious guy who's been through the same 7 years back and she's the mysterious 15 year-old depressed girl who's going through, Rose never thought bands and music could be one of her escapes ever since things got too much, too much pressure you know ! 

They look at her out there pathetically and angrily wanting to rip her into pieces like a paper ,but She looked at them like they're some idiots with filthy tongues and pointless rude glares and looks ,she'd always pictured other people 'round her like they're nothing then a non-sense.

While Rose was walking down the icy street and the cold weather freezing ! She zoned out ,she accidentally found herself in a park ,it was already 12am ,She was struggling to find an empty chair, gangs are crowding the cold park in this cold night ,She found a swing few inches away from her, but while she was walking to make it to the swing ,she felt someone's grip on her arm, she was scared to death, "what if it was one of these gangs?what if it was a kidnapper? should I kick him and run? what if  he was a drunken person? should I run or ignore or walk away ? oh my god !! what am I supposed to do ?! should I scream for help ?" Rose thought in her head ,but she no longer turned, she couldn't even answer she thought ,but guess what ? Here he is 'The mysterious guy' standing in front of her within a smirk across his face and an acoustic guitar in his hand,

'wh-what do you want from me?'Rose stuttered trying to hide her fear, His left arm was covered in tattoos, he had a lip piercing and an eyebrow piercing too, he is really tall ,6 feet perhaps, blonde and blue eyed , they were so blue that you might drown in them, they were blue as the ocean,

'shhh! it's okay, I am not going to do anything' she whispered simmering her down, 'The-then what do you want fro-from me ?' she said stuttering with fear,

'nothing, just want to talk' he said

'No I don't know who the hell you are ! leave me alone !'she snapped trying to get away from his grip on her arm, 

'It's OKAY I know I am such a creep ,but I actually care about you ,I really do !! and just to let you know that I also spy on you because I care ,sorry' he said apologizing

'But why? I am just a 15 year-old girl and honestly no one would care less about me' she said 

and with that he walked away ,knowing he'll see her again,but she stood there in confusion questioning herself who is he ? and why does he care ?

and so these are things in our life , they come out of nowhere and leave you confused with no answers and sometimes there are no answers.

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