I Found a Girl

CHAPTER 35: Questions

Jennies POV

The ride on the car was silent. No one dared to speak or make a sound. My sister is comforting me letting me rest my head on her shoulder and hugging me.

Lisa collapse, and I am so damn worried for her. At the same time I'm so hurt. My Father didn't want me to be in a relationship with her. He is not happy about it and he is not proud of it. I am a disgrace like what he said. It hurts like hell, but like what Jisoo unnie told me, she will still be here for me.

I don't know if she made them know about her also, about Rosé. Or we both didn't get what we wanted. As soon as we reach our house, our things are pack, or more like my things. I saw my luggages in the living room and just waiting for me.

"We are leaving. Go get your stuff." My father said before heading upstairs. As soon as he said it, i broke down to tears again and kneel on the floor.

"Appa. Please. Don't do this." I saw he stop on the top most part of the stair but didn't look back.

"My decision is final. I don't want you be with her. And you are going back to Korea tonight." He said before disappearing on my sight.

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I never thought that going back to the place that I was born, which I left for almost 5 years just to have our own life and pursue what we wanted would be like this. Stepping into the city of Seoul with a heavy heart.

I should miss this, the cold breeze that is touching my skin, far different from the weather in New Zealand. But somehow, my body is searching the warmth feeling.

It should be a celebration, for both of us. This is what we wanted. But I don't feel very happy about it. I embrace myself as the cold wind passes by. My eyes roam around the busy city of Seoul, the city lights, the people walking around in their fast pace which remind me of the people in New Zealand. Different from here.

"It's good to be back." I did not notice that my sister already beside me, also looking at our surroundings. "Are you ok?" She ask with worry on her face. I gave her a small smile, assuring her that somehow I am, and I will be.

"I will always be right here baby." She replied with her comforting smile. Her arm wrap around my shoulder, caressing my arm before pulling me inside the car whose waiting for us to enter.

The guards bowed down seeing us and like what they usually do, greeted us. "Miss Jisoo, Miss Jennie, welcome back to Korea." Our butler, Anthony, who is working with us since we are like a fetus greeted us. He handed us our coats. I must be happy to see him, Anthony is very close to us, he is like our brother and like a father. But I can't put a smile on my face as my eyes are glued on the floor. I felt the coat wrapped around me and thats when I lifted my eyes and saw Anthony holding my shoulders, smiling at me. And I can't help it. I've been stopping myself from crying, I am tired of so much crying but eventually, my tears betrayed me again as it rolled down my cheeks.

My arms found its way around Anthonys' torso, burying my face on his chest and let myself sob on it. I felt his comforting hands caress my back as I saw my sister on my blurry eyes looking sad at me.

"It will be alright sweetheart. It will be alright." The only thing that he said. The best thing about Anthony is he understands, all the time. He don't need to be told what happened to understand everything, he just understand. "Lets get you home young ladies." He opened the passenger door for us and let us settled first before walking his way in the drivers seat and rev the engine alive.

The ride on the car was silent, just the honks of the cars, the radio playing, and my sisters breathing who is hugging me can only be heard.

After two hours on the road, we reach the main gate of the manor. After 5years I will finally be able to see it again. Where we both grew up. I am a little bit excited, and sad. Sad because it will be different again from the way how both of us live back in New Zealand.