I Found a Girl

CHAPTER 44: Closer

Jennie's POV

"What do you think is the best combination of colors honey?" Rosé asked while scanning through the wedding catalogue.

"I think white with something grayish? Or pink? What do you think Jenduek? You think this is ok?" I continued to stir the tea in front of me. I don't know why I am stirring it.

"Wifey?" Rosé called. I looked up at her and smiled. "Is there something wrong? You've been pretty off lately."

"Oh no nothing, I am sorry. What is it?" It is Sunday and I promise Jisoo and Rosé that I will accompany them to prepare for their wedding. But here I am, doing nothing.

"Jennie its ok, if you are tired and don't feel like coming you should just rest back at home." Jisoo said while caressing my hand on top of the table.

"No, I'm so sorry unnie. I am not tired, it's just my mind is-"

"On somewhere else?" Rosé said. "Or someone else?" she added.

I sighed. "I'm sorry. I can't help it. In times like this, I miss her the most. If only she's here, if only she stayed, maybe we are like this. We are happily helping you with our son. I miss her. I miss her so much." Its like tears have their own mind. They automatically run down on my cheeks. Rosé and my sister move beside me and hug. Tears came out more as I felt their comforting hug.

"I miss her too. I know wherever she is, she is happy or resting. Don't think too much ok? We are here for you. We will always be here for you." I cried more as I hear my sisters comforting words. I didn't want to cry, I am tired of always crying, but whenever I am thinking of Lisa, I just can't control it.

Our little drama was cut off when the receptionist walk near us. "You know, I think we should skip this for now. How about, we go shopping? Just like the old times, what do you say?" Rosé suggested that made my twin wiggle her brows and smile widely at us. I am so thankful to both of them. I will never replace them with anything in this world.

Minutes later we arrive at the mall walking hand in hand with each other. A couple minutes more, people are staring and taking pictures of us. Rosé is a well-known fashion designer and a model herself. Jisoo well as a psychologist, she sometimes work as a game developer and still plays whenever she have time. And as for me, my mom still made me her ambassadress, and I am also known as one of the youngest business tycoon in South Korea and other parts of Asia. All through the years, the paparazzi's won't stop asking question about my son. I never really hide the fact that I am a single mother to my son. As soon as Louis came out of this world, the media buzzes different issued as to who is the father of my child. But I never really discussed it to the public, I want my son to have his private life despite the fact that we are Kim's.

One time, I allowed my son to be featured with me on one of the magazines issued this year. He was named as the Math genius. I was hoping that if Lisa is out there, the cover would reach her and will know that I have, we have a son.

Even with all the fame on us, we never really hide ourselves to the public. We comfortably do the things we like outside without covering ourselves. But we make sure that there is someone guarding us, or watching us. Just for safety purposes.

"I'm just gonna check the other section girls, see you in a bit." Rosé said and walk towards the other corner of the shop.

"Jenduek I'll just try this one. Wait me here." I nodded and smiled at her. I am at the formal attire section, looking for another coat, maybe to wear on one of my meetings. As I scan the whole closet, a black coat catches my attention and my hands move to get it when suddenly another hand tries to get the coat. Our hands bump with each other and the owner of the hand bowed down.