Peppermint

Losing Control

I woke up to the sun shining through my curtains. And i couldn't help the grin that appeared on my face. His peppermint breath on mine. And his cologne was just intoxicating. He finally kissed me. I've been wanting to do that for so long. And he finally made it happen. But what does this mean now? tonight is the yule ball, so he only has today to ask me. I wonder if he met with Pansy last night, my heart aches at the thought.

I get up and change into my uniform and put some mascara and my strawberry lip gloss on. And a spray of my vanilla perfume. Emily is already gone probably at breakfast so i slide Dracos sweatshirt over my white shirt and head down.

Right, when i leave the common room i run into someone.

"Running into me again?" His voice said.

"oh hello Harry sorry"

"no I'm sorry i really didn't mean to hit you with that stupid spell please can we talk again," he said looking into my eyes.

I really didn't care that he hit me with it the truth is i stopped talking to him cause of Draco i knew it would push him away more i just didn't want to admit it.

"It's okay Harry, wanna go to breakfast?" i say with a smile.

"i would love too," he says taking a place by my side and walking with me. "so has anyone asked you to the ball yet?" he says looking at me with his eyebrows raised.

"no not yet," i say in disappointment.

"well I'm sure you will have them lining up at lunch," he says with a smile well i let out a chuckle.

"so do you want to ask anyone," i say.

"Yea theres this one girl shes really pretty her name is cho but I'm kinda scared," he says with a  worried look.

"Harry," i say stopping us in our tracks "she will say yes if you ask her, all you have to do is ask," i say grabbing onto his shoulders and shaking them.

"okay yea i will thanks Severa," He said walking away to the Gryffindor table well i made my way to mine finding a seat next to Emily.

"hey em" i said

"spill girl" she said whispering into my ear.

"what" i say confused

"about you and Draco" she said rolling her eyes.

"oh okay" and so i told her and i know i can trust her not to tell anyone plus it was just a kiss, a kiss i couldn't stop thinking about.

"i ship it you guys would be so cu- she stops talking looking behind me further down the table.

"what?" i say about to turn my head when she grabs my shoulders preventing me too.

"It's nothing i just nevermind it's nothing" she said rambling.

"It's obviously somthing just let me look," i say pushing her hands off me. Then my eyes quickly found what she was looking at. Pansy next to Draco snogging.

My breath quickens and my heart starts to hurt. As i feel a tear roll down my eye i wipe it away and get up and walk out of the great hall.

How could he do this? Did that kiss mean nothing to him? There were more tears streaming down my eyes as i made it into the girls' bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror seeing my red puffy eyes and runny makeup but my eyes were glowing blue?.

I splashed my face with water to reduce the red and puffiness and fixed my makeup. And made sure i made it look like it didn't hurt me. But it did it hurt me, he hurt me. He had his mouth all of bloody Pug Face. My blood began to boil and i felt power running through my veins and just then all the mirrors in the bathroom shattered causing a piece to hit my arm and slice it open, and a loud noise echoed through the castle.

in the span of three seconds Dumbledore and what sounded like the whole school outside the door, but only Dumbledore came in.

"my dear are you alright" He asks leaning down examing my arm.

"i- im sorry," i say between sobs. "i i i just got mad i didn't say a spell i don't even have my wand i promise," i say still crying.

"i know i know my dear it's your Merlin blood your more powerful than any of us that that running through you it can be hard to control but we must get your armed patched up" He said helping me up.

He walked me to the hospital wing well teachers were trying to get students under control. That's when my hurt eyes met with Dracos who stood there like he didn't even care that i had blood spilling on the floor from my arm. So i looked away, cause if i didn't who knows what i would have broken next.

Draco POV

The whole hall fell into silence when a loud shatter came from the bathrooms. What the hell was that. I instantly look around for Sev noticing she's not here. She probably saw Pansy kissing me she probably left. What if she ran out and got into trouble, what if she was hurt??? Panic starts to rise in my chest, it was all my fault, i don't even know why the hell i was letting Pansy do that i just couldn't get her out of my bloody head after the stupid kiss i had to try something. I'm an idiot.

I rush to get out of my seat, But so does everyone else. I start running to the bathroom but see that the professors are already there.

"Everyone Everything is fine go sit down," Snape says.

Hell no, I'm not sitting down. Some students comply cause there probably afraid of him but I'm not, not when it involves her. Just then the bathroom door slowly opened revealing professor Dumbledore helping Sev. She had blood dripping down her arm. What happened? i wanted to run up to her and ask if she was okay until her eyes found mine. Her warm Brown eyes were now a strong powerful blue full of pain, hatred, and hurt. I instantly felt a sting in my chest as she looked away.

When everyone left i ran into the bathroom seeing every single mirror shattered with blood all over the floor. She lost control. And it was my fault.