Peppermint

pain

I latch onto Matthew as we walk out of the room. I can't believe he said that. I can't believe he went that far. Every time i think Draco is Better he's not. From kissing me in the dressing room then kissing pansy right after then telling me he likes me than sleeping with pansy right after now sleeping with me to calling me a slut and share my whole personal life story with half the school.

I'm happy Matthew was here to get me cause i was probably about to blow my head off. Matthew was the only one who could cool me down.

"Are you okay" he said grabbing onto my face and making me look at him.

"Yea" i say in a soft voice. As we stand in the hallway dead silence takes over us until i grab the sleeve of my dress and rubbing my neck making the fake hickey fade away.

"It was fake?" he said a little to happy.

"Yea" i said short and dry as we start walking back to our common room.

I reach my dorm and turn around and hug Matthew and say goodnight.

Right, when i hit my pillow after my hot shower i drift to sleep.

"Sev Sevvvvv cmon its time to wake up" i hear Emily's voice awakening me from my
sleep.

I honestly didn't really sleep last night, all that kept flooding my head were nightmares of my parents and him.

I get up not even feeling the headache of a hangover hit me. I feel completely numb.

"Are you okay?" Emily says cupping my cheek.

"Fine," i say getting up from her grasp and changing.

I look into the mirror. I look a mess. My hair is in knots and there are bags under my eyes and my skin is pale.

I brush through my hair and make it look presentable, then add light makeup to try to get rid of the bags. It helps a little but they're still noticeable. Right before i leave i grab my lonely small singular diamond on my chain and put it around my neck. I skip breakfast and start to head down to my first class, Muggle studies. One of the classes i share with him.

Draco POV:

i arrive early for muggle studies cause i really don't care to explain last night to anyone at breakfast.

Everyone is seated, but if course no one decided to sit next to me after my outburst last night, pathetic cowards i think. Just as the lesson starts the doors burst open revealing Her. 

I studied her body as she was walking in and looking around the room for a seat. She never met my eyes but as she was focused on the empty chair next to me i caught her face with my gaze. The bags under her eyes were weighing her down but as i looked into her eyes, they were power raging blue but they weren't their warm light brown either, they were dark almost black and lifeless.

I looked over her whole body at how lifeless she looked, because of me. A feeling shot through my chest like a killing curse as I realized the pain i have caused her. What i have done.

My eyes stay on her as she grabs a Hufflepuff by their hood of their rob and pulls them out of their seat and takes it, Shoving the Hufflepuff girl near me.

The whole class she was is silent. Nothing from her at all, not one movement until the boy sitting next to her taps her shoulder. I find myself leaning in to hear what he was about to say.

"So is it true? You know about Malfoy that you're really that easy?" He says.

I felt my fists clench and just as i was about to get up and slam him into the wall she turns her head to him. I expect her to slap him hurt him teach him not to speak to her like that.