𝐀𝐏𝐇𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐈𝐀𝐂, 𝐁.𝐄.

𝐕𝐈𝐈.

春藥
𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍.
𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 : pink bubblegum - lavi kou
" laying on my bed, lollipop in your jaw "

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𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐀,

I had woken up like an hour ago from Brea calling my phone so there was no use in going back to sleep now, so I was just chilling on my bed. I had texted Billie exactly two hours ago and she still hadn't opened the message, nor did it deliver so I'm guessing she blocked my worrisome ass.

I haven't seen or heard from her ever since we did hook up, which was four days ago but I'm more upset about the fact that I allowed myself to get this attached to her after only fucking once and not the fact that she ghosted me. I mean it was technically a fuck and go, but in the end, I ain't want her hoe ass to leave me.

Ever since cutting things off with Khalil, my life has been boring as hell. Not that I want him back, it's just that I'm so used to dealing with some sort of drama every day, that now there's nothing and that's new to me. So having a new person in my life has caused me to want her to be around more often.

And now that I think about it, I've been wasting all my free time in the house doing nothing because I don't have anything to do. I need a fucking job.

"I need to find something to do because this lazy shit ain't cutting it," I said to myself, pushing my legs off the side of my bed. I glanced over to my nightstand to see that my clock read, 12:25 PM. Rolling my eyes, I fully got out of the bed and walked to my bathroom to handle my hygiene before getting ready.

I stared at myself in the mirror, tilting my head before letting out a sigh. 'I honestly don't get it, like I know I'm not ugly but shit something must be wrong if the bitch can't text after four days,' I thought, frowning as I dried my face with the fresh rag from my towel warmer.

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the morning after..

I opened my eyes to a bright room, the white walls of my room making it almost impossible to see. Rubbing my eyes for a minute, I blinked a couple of times while my vision finally focused on the ceiling. I heard barking and groaned, bringing one of my pillows over my face.

I've always wanted a tiny dog but ever since moving into this home, I found almost everyone in this neighborhood had some type of animal and I realized very quickly the type of patience you had to have to own a pet.

I don't have patience for anything. So that'll be something I hold off on for a while and that's for fucking sure.

I sighed before sitting up, wincing when there was a prominent aching all around my thighs. "Ughhhh," I groaned as I squeezed my hurting muscles, trying to relieve some of the pain. Swinging my legs off the side of the bed, I took a deep breath before bracing myself and hopping off of the bed and walking against the cold floor.

The pain didn't lessen as I walked a circle around my room, trying to work some of the aching out of my thighs and legs. Figuring it was no use, I picked out some comfortable clothes; some grey sweatpants, an oversized light pink hoodie with nothing underneath, and some socks. I brought my shit to the bathroom, sitting it down on the counter before leaning up against the cold marble.

This shit fucking hurt bruh.

Out of all the dick I've had in my life, I ain't ever had any like how Billie gave my ass last night and I just knew that new fact wasn't going to end well for me. She did everything just right and I couldn't stop thinking about her or the sex, it was like she was invading my life with all of her intoxicating traits.