𝐀𝐏𝐇𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐈𝐀𝐂, 𝐁.𝐄.

𝐗𝐈.

春藥
𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍.
𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 : first fuck - 6lack , jhené aiko
" i'ma make it mine , mine for the night "

ᥫ᭡.

𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐄,
𝐭𝐰: 𝐩𝐡𝐲𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞

"Lemme get one more game 'cause you be cheatin'."

"Nah bro, swear to god I won that shit," I said, looking at Stephen with an amused expression while he set the controller down in a defeated manner— he had stopped by a couple of hours ago to chill with me and Amir at my place.

Amir shook his head with a light laugh as he watched us, throwing another piece of buttered popcorn into his mouth. "You niggas are jokes," he says, standing from sitting on the arm of the couch— pulling his phone out of his pocket.

I chuckle myself, pulling my phone out as well and scrolling through my many notifications before responding to a couple of them and scrolling through Insta, Stephen seemingly doing the same.

We sat in silence for a bit, the theme song of the video game turned down but heard in the background as we chilled.

"So, Bil," Amir said, interrupting our silence. "What's up with you and Brea's lil friend, India."

I glance up from my phone, cutting my eyes from Amir to Stephen and then back to Amir. I had a feeling they were going to bring that shit up soon, considering all she do is blow up my phone and distract the hell out of me when she was around. Not that it bothers me, she's just different about shit and I don't know how to feel about it.

It's like she knows how to be herself and speak up for herself and shit; not scared to talk back, not too submissive, and the confidence that she carries on her shoulders. I like that shit, most definitely the most attractive thing a woman can have to me.

Independence.

"Nothin', why, what's good?"

Amir carefully picked up the half-smoked blunt from the ashtray, dusting it and digging in his back pocket for a lighter. He held it to his lips, trying to answer my question at the same time. "Just wondering' 'cause Jay tryna get on her and I ain't wanna say nothing till I was sure you were cool off her, that's all," he muttered, turning the spark wheel a couple of times.

I had to suppress the urge to get hot— folding my bottom lip underneath my tongue and turning off my phone. "Jay as in Jayvion?" I asked as calmly as I could, accepting the blunt once he'd lit up and taken a couple of long hits.

He nodded, flipping his locs out of his face. I hummed, racking my head for an answer. "Thought he had a girl already," I responded, looking down as I took my last drag before holding it out to Steph. I didn't want to seem bothered cause then they were gon' be on my ass about her but at the same time, the thought of Jay messing with India pissed me off.

She wasn't mine nor have we ever had a conversation about it but I ain't ever think about other people wanting her as much as I do, so it never crossed my mind to do something about it.

Let her fuck with someone else though.

"Nah, he cut that off some time ago. Why, though? You want her?" Amir asked with a raised brow, an amused expression on his face. "Does the nigga that never commits, want a girl for real for real?" He teased, throwing his head back with laughter afterward.