𝐀𝐏𝐇𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐈𝐀𝐂, 𝐁.𝐄.

𝐗.

春藥
𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐄𝐍.
𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 : constant bullshit - summer walker
" i was right here showing you what the word being loyal is "

ᥫ᭡.

𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐀,

"My heart is still asking, do you mean it when you say my name?" I hummed the lyrics to the song playing from my speaker, tapping my makeup brush on the side of the setting powder cap so I could get the remaining access off. Carefully, I baked my face with the tan powder, letting out the breath I was holding when I was done.

I sorted through all the lip liners I had, trying to figure out which one would look alright. I wasn't going anywhere, (which to some would seem depressing since it's a Friday night and all but like I've said before, I'm cool with being home and alone) but I just wanted to get pretty and take some pics for insta since it's been a while.

Plus I haven't seen myself all done up in a minute so I've been doing this for the past hour so I can take some pictures, take this shit off, and lay right the fuck back down.

I looked at myself in my bathroom mirror, studying my face. I looked good but not as good as I was intending on doing; I'm not the best at makeup but I try, shit. Picking up my brush from beside my flat iron, I ran it through both sides of my hair— making sure it was fine.

I'd straightened my hair earlier this week because I was getting tired of my same old look, plus it's a little easier to manage in exchange for how short it stays straight. I made sure to flip my ends with the flat iron before tucking the hair behind my ears.

My phone buzzes and I sigh and pick up my phone, scrolling through my notifications, seeing that there was one from Billie. Her ass went MIA for some days, once again and even though I knew she was lying to me when she said she wasn't going to disappear, the shit is still mad annoying.

I would be lying if I said I wasn't losing my patience already.

ᥫ᭡.
iMessage

billie
Friday 8:25 PM

u tryna pull up to dis party w me tn?

is it like a party party or one of dem lame-ass kickbacks

india it's a yes or no question
u slidin or nah

mmcht
yea wtv i'll come

i'll be round there in ten
be ready or i'm leavin yo ass

yea ok nigga
Read at 8:49 PM

ᥫ᭡.

She gon' get enough of leaving my ass on read, that shit is annoying to me. At this point, everything that girl does gets on my damn nerves; always disappearing, never responding and when she does it's dry, always fucking me and then acting like she not making me like her even more. I hate her so much.

Whatever, I guess I am going somewhere. Gladly I was getting ready anyway because if I wasn't, best believe I wouldn't be going anywhere with that girl since she doesn't know how to speak unless she needs something.