𝐀𝐏𝐇𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐈𝐀𝐂, 𝐁.𝐄.

𝐗𝐈𝐈.

春藥
𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐕𝐄.
𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 : keep ya head up - 2pac
" we ain't meant to survive, it's a set up "

ᥫ᭡.

𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐀,
𝐭𝐰 : 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭

"I mean that's just what Amir told me, I don't know if he's going to say anything," Brea said uncertainly, shrugging her shoulders as she laid back against her headboard while her phone was propped up against a pillow.

I shook my head, scrolling farther into Netflix. Brea had face-timed me some minutes ago, saying that Amir said that Jay was tryna talk to me. Was I surprised? No, not at all, by the way, he was creepily staring at my ass at the party a couple of weeks ago and the interaction I had with him afterward was awkward— I could tell what his intentions were.

As much as I felt flattered, I wasn't interested in Jay nor have I even paid him any mind. I mean he's there when we all decide to chill but he's no one I could see myself trying to be with plus If I was being honest, Billie was the only person I was focusing on.

We'd been doing, whatever you'd call this, for some months now and it felt wrong to fuck with other people even if I owed her zero loyalty— especially since I can never be one hundred percent sure she's not out fucking other bitches.

I wanted to bring it up to her. To ask if she actually wanted something with me or was I just wasting my time, but I kept backing out; plus I didn't want to ask and embarrass myself.

I pouted my lips, finally clicking on The Princess in the Frog before settling back against my pillows. I'd cleaned the whole house today; from top to bottom and it had me feeling so relaxed and stress-free from all the built-up clutter I had from this past week. It wasn't much of a mess at all, I just enjoy being in a clean home.

Occasionally sipping from my water bottle, I watched my favorite movie intently— hoping to get some sleep after this. About forty minutes into the kids' movie, I let out a loud yawn and snuggled farther into my pillows— pulling my comforter up to my neck. These are the types of nights that I have a lot; alone in the bed, watching a children's movie.

It was comforting.

There was a strong knock at the door and I huffed loudly, telling Brea I'd call her back before getting back up out of the bed and slipping into my house shoes before heading downstairs. Even though the heat was on, I was in my thick sweats with an oversized long sleeve and some fuzzy socks. I stay cold so I'm always layered up during the wintertime even if I'm inside.

Once I was downstairs, I walked over to the door before asking who it was and when I heard Billie's sexy ass voice, I smiled hard as hell before unlocking and opening up the door for her. She stood there with her hands dug into her pockets and I took her appearance in before feeling my insides warm up.

She let a smile on her face before wrapping me up in a hug; her chin set on my shoulder before she kissed my neck a little bit and pulled back. "I missed yo ass today." Billie looked at me lowly, keeping her arms around my waist— gripping and smacking my ass with her hands before rubbing again.

"I missed you too," I smiled with a genuine feeling of happiness in my heart because she was here right now. Sometimes I felt so stupid when I allow myself to feel so good when Billie was around but it was almost inevitable to feel that way.