𝐀𝐏𝐇𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐈𝐀𝐂, 𝐁.𝐄.

𝐗𝐈𝐕.

春藥
𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐍.
𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 : all i want is you - miguel , j. cole
" all i want is you , now . now that you're gone , gone , gone "

ᥫ᭡.

𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐀,
𝐭𝐰: 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭

"Excuse me," I say repeatedly, my eyebrows furrowed as I push through the sweaty bodies on the dance floor; searching every face for Brea's. I'd basically lost everyone I'd come here with after me and Brea found some fine-ass girls to dance with, and then Brea disappeared after that.

The atmosphere was hot and smokey, slightly stank but exactly what you'd want your clubbing experience to be like.

I continued to push past people, my eyes lighting up with relief when I finally spotted Brea standing next to a table with a whole bunch of drinks. "Bitch where you been? I been looking everywhere for you?" I asked, watching as she moved her body to the slow r&b beat of the song playing.

"Girl, what do you mean? I been over here all night?"

I stare at her in confusion, blinking a couple of times to make sure I'm not that drunk.

"No, you- whatever that's not why I'm over here. Have you seen Billie?" Brea squints her eyes while taking a drink from a glass on the table, tapping her chin drunkenly like she was really in thought.

"Erm, no I don't think so but she's probably with Amir!"

ᥫ᭡.

𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞,

"Bro where you been at?" Amir slurred, throwing his heavy ass arm around my shoulders once I was at his side, scrunching my nose at the smell of his breath. The smell of alcohol practically leaked out of his pores and I shook my head, sitting my drink on the steel table.

"Just gettin' a drink." I half-lie. I pull my bottom lip through my teeth, glancing over to my side every other second; making sure Amir doesn't completely fall over when I'm not looking.

I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket and I knew exactly who it was before pulling it out to check; a grin formed on my face at the text from the unsaved number, swiping it away and the text from India that I didn't know was there before setting it back down.

"Mir, I'ma order you some water ight?" I told Amir, patting him on the shoulder before making sure he was sitting upright at one of the nearby tables. "I texted Brea, okay? She said she coming over here right now so sit tight." He nodded and I grinned, shoving my phone into my pocket.

My eyes shot up in the direction of the bar, watching as a group of people dispersed from a section of the seating. I licked my lips, walking away from Amir and past the main dance floor.

I didn't wanna be gone too long considering Amir was on the verge of passing out and Brea wasn't going to be able to help him by herself but I couldn't hold back; not tonight at least.

Who was gon' tell me no?

The glow of the neon club lights glared down on me as I got closer to the bar, and I couldn't help but grin when my eyes met hers.

"Back already?" Selene questioned, wiping a glass down with a smirk on her face before sitting it down with the rest of them. I chuckled, taking it upon myself to lean against the counter.

"Don't flatter yourself but you're nice to talk to."

She hummed, that smirk not leaving her face once. "Only nice to talk to, huh?" I shook my head with a laugh, looking down for a moment; remembering she always had something to say back.

"You know not only that," I mumbled lowly, raking my eyes over her face. "But it's been a while so...," I trailed off, watching her facial expression change. "Let me get to know you, again."

I was only tipsy but I had a feeling I was going to regret saying all this shit in the morning. No doubt I knew what I was doing.

She just hummed and I continued to watch.

"Won't your girlfriend be upset?" She asked a moment after, tilting her head. Her tone was completely condescending and I was taken aback by it. I scrunched my face up, looking at her dumb.

"What girlfriend?"

Selene rolled her eyes, setting another glass down with some extra ass force. "Don't try to play me, Billie, I saw you walk in here with that girl."

Fuck.

"She's not my girl but since we assuming already, what else you got?" I shot back confidently, turning my body to face her fully. My eyes felt heavy as I stared at her, pulling my lip in between my teeth.

"Mm."

ᥫ᭡.

𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐚,

"Okay well, can you come with me to find them? I'm ready to go," I whined, wrapping my arm around Brea's shoulders; My stomach was aching so bad, and I could barely use the strength I had left to pull her away from the table.

Brea groaned before giving in. "Fine, let's go." She murmured, grabbing my hand and leading us away from alcohol. We made our way through crowds and crowds of drunk people, finally spotting the bar.

A head of green hair caught my eye and a smile formed on my face. "India I have to pee," Brea complained and I turned around, throwing my hands up.

"Can it wait till we're back at my crib?" Brea shook her head with a frown and I groan, ushering her in the opposite way to the bathroom. I pushed in the door, my head swiveling from side to side once I was inside. It was particularly nice in here for a popular spot, and I leaned against the sink; letting myself breathe.

I miss Billie.

𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞,

"I'll think about it," Selene smirked, keeping her eyes locked with mine. I hummed, running a hand through my hair. "Text me?"

"For sure."

author's note
y'all i physically cannot finish this chapter, (my apologies if it's bad cuz i know it is) this writer's block is beating my mfn ass fr. i promise once i get my lil writing streak back, ima give y'all some long overdue chapters cuz i feel bad for leaving y'all like this

regardless, did you enjoy it? what are y'all thoughts? predictions? etc. i love y'all and stay safe for me please <333