music to my ears (adstin)

liar

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Justin pov

"Your last question is.... What is your deepest secret?" Adam asked

Well Lemme explain the situation... This is for a video a very trash one to be exact..
Adam made me put on a bowl covered in tin foil and led lights and this is the lie detector.. and right now I'm answering questions..

"I have no secrets eeddemmm!" I said
"Oh really?"
"Yeeeeaaaaahhh"
"You don't want to take it off your chest Justin?"
"I don't have anything on my chest!!"

Liar..

"Haha then you have to trade a pet!" Adam said as he looked at my screen
"Alright!" I said as I traded a pet to someone

Well after that we just ended the video up..

"So which videos do you wanna edit?" Adam asked as he looked at the videos that we recorded for today..
"I'll just go for the last two" I said as I took the camera to upload the video in my pc
"The lie Detector was a weird one" Adam said as he laughed
"What are you talking about all of these are weird!!" I said and we both shared a laughter
"The Henry stickmen one tho" Adam said as he laughed more
"We are just going with the flow huh" I said
"Alright I'll go edit these videos! Call me if you need anything" Adam said as he grabbed the camera and left to his room..

I started to edit the videos with a wandering mind.. I was think of the question again.. my deepest secret..

All of that is trapped in a book...
In those mere songs that I wrote..
To keep me occupied..

Everyday.. I walk away
From all of my feelings
They are merely masked
And many asked
But I'm just a good liar..
My heart is just not broken yet...
I still trap it tryna forget..
I guess.. this is what a liar gets..

"Ugh.." I said as I stretched my arms.. I've finally finished editing!!.. I began making my way to Adam's room

"You done?" I asked as I opened his door to see Adam sleeping on his desk.. well I don't blame him.. he must have been tired..
I looked in his monitor.. oh he actually did finish editing..
I closed the pc and dragged him to his bed and put his covers on him..

He sleeps so peaceful..

But I'm no one to look at him like this.. besides.. I'm his best friend.. a partner in our career..

That's all...

Shame on me to not introduce myself haha
I'm Justin kroma.. a youtuber.. a public figure..
That's mostly how everyone knows me..

But..

I'm Justin kroma..
A lovesick guy who is too attached to music..

Lovesick huh? You may ask..

Yep... I have loved someone for a long time.. and I still hopelessly love them no matter what..

The more messed up part of this is that.. I'm in love with adam mcaurthur..

He is a youtuber.. a public figure too to all the people..

But.. he is a kind sweet generous guy who cares about everything except himself..

No one deserves a guy like him..

Not even me..

"Nngh.. how long was I asleep?" I shot up from the bed to see Adam rolling around.. I woke him up huh?
"Well I don't know.. but you did finish editing" I said
"Oh well.. I'm hungry!! Let's go make food!!" He said as he got up from his bed and dragged me downstairs to the kitchen..

"Ha.. you are not even gonna help huh?" I asked as I saw Adam jump on the couch and turning on Netflix
"Well.. you were the one who went to the culinary school!" He said as he laughed
"Seriously??" I said as I laughed along

I started to distract myself from my thoughts by humming the song that I wrote while editing..

"You wrote a new song huh?" Adam asked as he listened to me "yep it's called 说谎者" I said (it means liar I think😅)  "you never write English songs huh?" He said as he laughed..

I only write in Chinese to keep someone from knowing what it means..

"You are good at it!" Adam said as he looked at me "thanks I guess?" I said it in a questionable way..  "but nothing beats my kazoo skills!!" He said as he laughed and I laughed along..

But.. I was just a liar..

A good one to be exact...

(Heyoooo!! Moonstar here!!😆 And this is something that just popped in my mind lol and the song stuff tat I wrote and will write are all mine lol ik I'm not too good at it😭😭 well anyways hope you enjoyed!!😂)