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Adam pov

I started to edit videos in my room wondering about what Justin asked..

Maybe he remembered...

Maybe he was just.. confused?

I don't know..

"Why mia?"

What did he mean by that..
Does he really.. like mia..?

If so.. why not say?

Who am I kidding..

If I started to like a person Justin likes.. I would back off as well..

Was he asking me about what happened yesterday because he didn't want me to know this?

*Knock knock*
Someone knocked the door

"Come in!" I said as I turned around to see John
"Oh hey Johnny boy" I said as I layed back on my chair
"I just finished editing mia's videos haha" he said as he sat on the bed
"Awesome" I said as I continued to edit
"By the way Justin and mia went out together" John said
"Together?" I asked
"Yep mia just dragged him to go shopping because we both were busy editing" he said
"Shopping huh?" I asked and John nodded

Justin.. actually might like mia..

"So what about your song?" John asked snapping me out of my thoughts
"Oh ah.. I... Well.. kinda lost?" I said and John laughed
"It happens I guess haha" John said and I laughed
"But I wonder what Justin would write.." John said as he floped onto the bed
"He had made alot of songs ya know.. he might as well just pick one from them" I said
"Oh does he have a song book then?" John asked
"A song book?" I asked
"Yep don't ya write your songs somewhere.. if more write it in a specific book" John said
"Well I haven't made much songs and besides I'm not a good writer" I said as I laughed

A song book..

Wait now that I think about it...

Is the locked book the song book?

"Hey John.. mind helping me with something?" I spoke
"Sure dude what is it?" John asked
"Well... Justin has a code for something.. and it's a five letter one.. so..."
"Oh easy bro" John said as he took a pen and a little note
"What are you doing?" I asked
"Well we just godda think of any five letter word that is related to Justin ya know" John said as he wrote the simple ones down and I peaked from behind

Donut
Pizza
Pasta
Rocky
Cooky

"Eh for starters.. these will do but.. Im pretty sure he would go for something complex" John said

Yep.. it has to be complex..

It has a lock for a reason...

"What do you think Adam?" John asked
"I have absolutely no clue" I said
"Well.. knowing Justin.. he's more of an emotional person.. I'm pretty sure it's the name of someone close to him" John said
"Makes sense" I said

Someone close to him huh?

"His mom's name is milly.." I said
"Yep Justin loves his mom alot" john said as he wrote it down
"His dad is Noah.. four letters.." I said
"Your name is four letters too" john said and I blushed a bit
"I don't think he would keep my name as a code" I said and John laughed
"I mean you guys are close ya know" John said

But why did I freak out over that? Nothing is wrong with him keeping my name as a code.. besides.. he could think it could make it harder for me..

But..

"Can you write down meow?"

"Huh?" John asked with a shook expression
"What?" I asked
"I don't think so Adam" John said as he wrote meow down..

Meow is Mia's nickname..

"And also meow is four letters.." John said
"I'm pretty sure he could have just changed it like.. 'meoww' or something" I said
"Well.. I honestly don't know but okay?" John said as he wrote that down..
"Anything else?" He asked

I guess that's all...

I mean.. what else would be the code...

"Dumbo!" John said as he wrote it down and my face started to get warm
"Ah I don't thi-"
"C'mon Adam you are his bestfriend!" John said as he laughed

Yeah he is right..
Why am I reacting this way?

"But to be very honest i think it's like.. your name but something extra to make it a 5 letter word" John said
"Why my name?" I asked
"I'm not arguing about that! So what do you think?" John asked
"Well.. what can make my name into a five letter word.." I said to myself

Me and John started thinking and the room became silent for a while..

*Notification sound*
John took his phone out and started to text someone

I continued to think as the video was rendering

"Ah yess!" John suddenly said clapping his hands jumpscaring me
"My lord you scared me" I said as I laughed
"Look!" John said as he showed me his phone

Meow: what are you guys upto?╰(^3^)╯
Johnnyboi: just chatting around lol
Justie: did edemmm finish editing?!(ノ´・ω・)ノ ミ ┻━┻
Johnnyboi: he's rendering the vid XD
Meow: we just finished shoppinggggggg┌(★o☆)┘
Justie: that was a nightmare..ಠ_ಠ
Johnnyboi:I'm glad I didn't go¯\_( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)_/¯
Justie: get me out!!! I'm hungryyyyyy ಥ‿ಥ
Meow: yeeeeee justie stuck with meh!!╮(^▽^)╭

Justie is typing..

I laughed at Justin's texts.. give this man some food tho haha
They seem to have a great time..

"Cool" I said as I turned my head to the monitor
"Cool? C'mon we got the code!!!" John said as he wrote something down
"Huh?" I asked
"Edemm!" John said as he showed the note he made and the text again

Oh yeah.. he did put in alot of 'ms'.. but is this really the code?

"Im pretty sure this would be the code" John said
"If you say so.." I said as I took the note from him
"Well anyways imma go watch some Netflix downstairs bro" John said as he got up
"Okay..?" I said and John left the room

Damn John is a psychic or something??
He conveniently left the room after helping me so I can open the book and see for myself..

Anyways...

I took out the book with the code..
I mean to be honest I don't even know if this is a song book or a diary or what..
But there is a reason for this lock..

I tried putting in all the code till I reached the code that I would be.. I don't know.. I would feel upset about?.. I honestly don't know what to think of this..

I put in Mia's nickname in the lock..









(I give up on life my english is tested too much😂😂 well I left it on a cliff hanger huh? Well probably cuz I wanna not use my brain to think of some song writing stuff😂 anyways hope you enjoy!!)








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