music to my ears (adstin)

good day (1)

Adam pov

(But with some weird stuff😂)

"Hey Adam" I turned around to see Justin who just came into my room
"Anything you ne-"
I was cut of by Justin who hugged me from the back
"J-justin w-what are y-"

"I love you Adam" Justin whispered as he tightened his grip around me and placed his head on my shoulders

I... Wah?

I started to blush.. I never thought Justin is.. into boys..
"Do I have to wait for an answer?" Justin asked as he took his hands off me and turned me to face him
"Aww you are blushing! That's really cute!!" Justin said as he got closer to me and I backed away
"You don't like mia?" I asked immediately remembering about everything that happened
"Why should I like her? Is there something wrong?" He asked with his puppy dog eyes

With that I started to blush even more and Justin seems to have noticed and smirked even more as he got closer

"Justin wait i-"

"Make up your mind"

Huh?

"You know.. you say you don't want me but your face says otherwise" Justin said as he leaned in and kissed me..

This is the second time of kissing the same soft lips..

Justin broke the kiss and then looked at me

"What do you feel?"

My heart started to beat faster as I saw him gasping for breath.. my face was literally red as a tomato as this point..
I touched my chest to feel my heart beat
Justin looked at me and started to smile

"Guess you know what's up" he said as he laughed

"I.. like you?"

"Adam wake up!"

I shot up from my bed and complete drenched in sweat.. I looked around observing my surroundings..

This is my room alright.. that was just a dream..

Yeah...

It was jus-

"Adam are you even listening bro?" I turned to see Justin with a concerned face
I could feel my heart beat rise up..
"Did you have a nightmare?" Justin asked

"I guess you could call it that.."

That was one of the weirdest dreams I've gotten..

But it felt so real..

"Well.. it's fine! Besides we are going to edit all night from now.. so you won't be having that nightmare again" Justin said as he laughed
"Yeah I guess" I said

Well.. it's safe to say that was entirely just a random dream..

"Let's go eat dinner" Justin said as he grabbed my arm and dragged me out of the room

Yeah.. it was a dream..

Justin doesn't like boys after all..

And there is still a possibility that he likes mia..

My chest suddenly felt heavy by the thought of that..

I felt.. disappointed?

"What's with the gloomy face adam?" John asked as he looked at me
"I don't know" I said as I started to eat the dinner

I could see Justin looking at me from the corner of my eye..
Seems like he's worried about me again..

Well.. that's just what a friend would do...

"I'm... Full.." I said as I stood up from my chair and made my way to my room

But wait...

"I... Like you?"

..do I?..

I feel someone grab my hand
"Adam.. are you really gonna starve?" Justin said as he turned me towards him
"I said I'm full.." I said with a monotone voice
"You didn't eat anything after lunch bro.. are you real-"
"Can I be alone for a while?"

I shook his hand off me as Justin stared at me in surprise.. and then without turning back I left to my room

I feel bad for leaving him like that..

For leaving his questions unanswered..

But... Even I feel the same..

Even my question are unanswered..

I somehow felt even more heavy after that

I feel like I want to cry...

I...

What's wrong with me?

Why am I even acting this way in the first place...

I began to sit in my desk and start editing the videos which are still not edited.. my mind was still wandering around but I was focused..
I then remembered about the song that Justin made..

He liked someone..

That's not me...

Songs have a meaning behind it after all.. the writers feelings can be conveyed that way..
And Justin has been using his song book as a diary.. but with songs.. haha a genius I would say

*Knock knock*

I looked at a door for a while.. the knocking stopped.. well I guess whoever came just left I guess.. i went closer to the door to open it but I saw a letter infront of the door..  without hesitating I opened the letter started to read what was in it

The brightest sun always sets
And the darkest night always ends
Even though I have my hardships
Which really drives me insane
I lived my life believing
And wishing for that time
When a little thing that happened
Would really change mind
Just wait don't be afraid
Everything will be okay
When the good day comes by
You will forget the day you cried

Haha do you remember this song? You said this was one of your favourite songs by me.. I remember that day clearly..
Well I'm no one to talk but whatever is going in your mind.. you should just let it go for a while ya know.. I don't know what's going on but I'm sure you will say it when you're ready.. I believe you
So just don't be hard on yourself for whatever has happened.. and eat your food! I left it outside your door since I can't slide it inside haha
Also... Let's go out tomorrow!! That will help you clear your mind!! I got two tickets to an aquarium from a certain someone haha and I know you like the ocean so let's go tomorrow!
And I'll edit all the videos in my laptop and sleep in the living room don't worry
Take a break and watch some YouTube videos to clear your mind :)
Goodnight adam!

From
The best XD
Justie kromie

I laughed at the end of the letter and I actually didn't think he would get tickets for an aquarium..
I took out the tickets which were inside the letter too.. and then opened my door to see a box.. i guess it's my dinner that Justin wrote about
I took the box and got into my room and started to eat.. I was pretty hungry not gonna lie..

He is right tho.. I shouldn't worry about this..
That was just a dream..
And Justin is just a friend..

A good friend..

I looked at the tickets that he gave me..
We are going to an aquarium tomorrow!
I loved to go there when I was young haha.. brings back alot of memories..

I guess it's gonna be a good day tomorrow..

(What have I just wrote😂😂 too many emotions in one chapter I cant- 😭 but adstin gonna sail soonnnnnn😆 hope y'all enjoyed!!!)

Btw mia literally guess what was gonna happen in this chapter in the earlier chapter 😂😂 #fourthwallbreaks😆