Hey, I'm Lelaine Mendoza, I don't really know but by some people say that I'm beautiful, and I just answered them with a smile. They say I'm smart, I smiled. They say I'm perfect and I smiled. No matter what they said I only show them my smile. Why?? Because deep in my heart I know they lied....
I'm not beautiful like what they said. I'm not smart and perfect as what they said because if I am, why I still feeling this way.
Why...
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Why do I feel that there's still something na kulang. I'm not happy there's still something inside of me na gusto kong mapunan.
But what it is?
Ano nga ba ang bagay na yon hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili ko hindi bat nararapat lang na maging masaya ako dahil they say I'm perfect nasa akin na ang lahat money, looks, attention and more. Kaya bakit?
Bakit hindi ko magawang maging masaya? Kung nasa akin na ang lahat bakit hindi ako makuntento and then I realized kung bakit...., dahil sa lahat ng mayroon ako may isang bagay naman ang ipinagkait sa akin...
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Ito ay ang maranasang mahalin.
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Note: I don't know the reason why I decided to write this but when I'm getting ready for my bed something came in to my mind. So, I just write it down here...
"Sadness, this is something we can't avoid because no matter what we do and what we have I know that something will happen that will remind you that this feeling is real. But remember no matter what happen you need to keep going because You Are Strong and I know someday you will have someone that will let you feel that You're Not Alone .... "- Author-nim
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Self-Reflection
Short StoryLife Story: Book 1 Behind the beautiful smile I shown to everyone hide a deepest darkness inside of my heart. Note: Language used: Filipino and English
