One Wish

CHAPTER 29

  That's a lot to take in. "You did something to him to make his depression worse than ever." Only one sentence, but it holds so much meaning. So the whole time Seven has been in depression. But how? He's been so cheerful and happy. I mean, I had my suspicions, but... I wouldn't have thought they were real. Oh god, I feel so bad. I should apologize to him somehow, but how...

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So that's what MC did to him. Gosh I can't believe it - she basically gave him a kiss and then friendzoned him. And in the wrong order. I thought he's just a little b***h right now, but...I can't believe she would do that. Let's calm down first. I got violent in front of somebody else... and I threatened that person... and it happened to be MC... he's gonna kill me if I tell him. I hope that airhead doesn't tell him. What should I do next...

Finally I make it home. I just change my shoes and put my bag away and go behind his door again. I knock, "Hey! Open the door!" There's no response. "I know you can hear me! I wanna talk to you!" Still no response. V and Rika aren't home right now, so I start kicking his door. "HEY! I talked to MC! I know what's up! Just let me IN!!" I finally hear some shuffling and then a doorknob turning. Finally, the forbidden door opens. I quickly grab it and go inside.

I look at him. "Well you look like shit." "Thanks," he answers me. I go and sit down on his bed. His table is covered with tissues. Even now he's holding one. "Looks like you've been busy..." "Yeah, what do you want?" he asks quickly and looks at me tiredly. "I talked with MC and she's an asshole, alright. I thought you were just throwing some random temper tantrum or you were actually busy, but..." "Yeah..." We're silent for a while.

"What are you going to do now?" "I don't know... I can't face her anymore. Right now I'm such a mess that even if I genuinely smile, I would still seem depressed." "... I say you tell her the truth. She trusted you with her past, why don't you trust her with yours too. She told me that she would listen to you if you need to talk." "...I don't... I just... I can't tell her. She'll hate me." "Why would she hate you? You're her "best friend" after all." "Well that's just it! She's best friends with Seven, not the real me. She'll feel betrayed, since I've basically been lying to her about me the whole time," and he starts crying.

"That's a valid point..." "T-that...W-why I've...N-never... T-told anyone... else either. I, krgh, don't want to lose them." "Well... That's a really dumb way to comfort, but I'll be here with you now," I put my hand reassuringly on his shoulder, "I won't forgive you about the past, but... As long as you help me and promise me you won't leave me again no matter what, I promise I will help you, alright?" He looks down and then nods. "Heh, thank you, Saeran. I'll help you get better no matter what. I want to see the kind and nice Saeran forever. Exactly the same, as you were when we were little." "You know that won't happen." "I'll make it happen," and he grins at me. "I don't want to ruin your mood again, but nope. Never," I then point at my eyes. I still remember the way he looked when the doctor said my eyes will never turn back. I actually got over it faster than him. We both sigh. "Will we really be okay, Saeran?" "If we work hard and make the right choices then yes, we'll be okay." "Okay..." He wipes away his tears. He just needs to calmly talk about it to someone.

I then take his phone and open it. "Huh? You know my phone's password?" "Yeah, of course." I then open the messenger. "Right now, you just need someone to comfort you. Can I write to someone and you'll talk to them?" "It'll be hard to talk, if they don't know the context, though." We look at each other. He knows exactly, who I'm going to text, when he agrees. "I have a feeling I will mess everything up further if you invite her over." "Don't you want to at least try?" He thinks for a moment and then sighs. "Fine, write to her." Finally.

RFA Chatroom

Private Message To: MC

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707

Hey MC

Are you online?

I need your help

MC Joined The Chatroom

MC

Hey Seven!

I was about to text you

How are you?

We're all worried;;;

707

Can you come over to my place?

I really need your help

MC

Sure, what do you need help with?

707

I just want to talk

If that's okay

MC

Of course it's okay

I want to talk too

707

Okay see you then

MC

See you

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"She's on her way. Start preparing yourself or whatever," and I leave the room, "I suggest you clean a pit. She won't be happy to see this." "Ahh! Right!" and so, he jumps up and starts to run around his room.

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