dear self,
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry for all the shit i let you go through and tolerate.
i'm sorry you can't be happy.
i'm sorry you don't know how to handle your own emotions.
i'm sorry you don't know how to control them.
i'm sorry you can't keep friends.
i'm sorry you think you're not good enough.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.