you know when everything hits you at once?
how unworthy of love and peace you are?
how everyone you love leaves?
how you can't have dead people back, no mater how much you scream?
how you'll never be enough?
for anyone or anything?
how fucked up you really are?
how unaccomplished you are?
how undeserving of any happiness you are?
how you deserve to rot in sadness?
how you should've died a long time ago?
