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May be slightly triggering. This is not a normal chapter, just some insight into what is on Hannah's mind, this won't be regular, most chapters will be like the first one, but hey if you like chapters like this then cool, leave a comment letting me know.
Enjoy!
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Hannah's Thoughts
A few weeks have past and I found myself more and more interested in Grace. The day I realized that I really liked her was when our teacher was putting everyone into groups of five and I really wanted to be in her group. There is just something about the way her hair lays on her shoulders, the way she laughs, the way she talks... that's when I realized: I like a girl...
I'm so freaked out. I'm straight. At least I think I am... I want to be.
That night I stood in my bathroom looking into the mirror, and I couldn't even admit it to myself, I couldn't even mouth the words, let alone think the words 'I'm gay.'
Time goes on and Grace hasn't spoken to me since the project we had to do together, nobody in my class talks to me, they don't know me at all. 'Don't speak unless spoken to.' Are the words I'm living off of right now. And it sucks. Can you imagine not being able to share your opinion about anything? Not being able to tell people who you really are? It sucks. It really does.
So I've come to a realization. I am gay. Or at least bisexual. Do I want to be? No. Do I have a choice? No.
I like a girl named Grace Helbig
I am a girl who likes a girl.
But Grace Helbig doesn't like girls. And I'm not ready to come out to anybody. I never want to come out. I don't want to like girls. Frankly I don't want to like anyone right now. Why like others when you don't even like yourself?
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Sorry for this chapter. It's a little weird and short. I just wrote what's on my mind I guess. So just think of this chapter as getting to know who Hannah is in this Fanfic. Leave a comment if you have any ideas for this story. Thanks for reading!
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Fanfiction(In most Hartbig stories, Hannah is the popular one or "cool" one, while Grace is usually quiet and fairly antisocial. But this story is different, it's the other way around. The P.O.V of Hannah is very loosely based on some of my life, but most of...
