Bride to Be (Rusger)

-9-

The night came when Germany was suppose to leave the next day. It was a night Germany had dreaded and thought about since the day he promised. He was scared. Scared with what Russia would think. If he would hate him.

"Lyamora, I said no sleeping on the floor."

Germany sat up from the floor and looked at Russia. "Sorry... force of habit," Germany apologized. Russia sighed and helped Germany up to the bed. He gently pushed Germany down as he laid down beside him.

Since the week in the music room, Germany and Russia had started sleeping on the same bed. The first night was very awkward, but they eventually got used to it. Hugging each other, cuddling, giving small kisses to one another. Despite that, Germany still couldn't help but be on the floor sometimes.

"Russia..." Germany called. Russia only hummed as he closed his eyes. "Don't you remember what I said last week?" Germany reminded yet Russia only tired opened his eyes with no recollection of it. "You love me?" Russia grinned when Germany blushed. "The other thing, dummkopf!" Germany giggled.

"I said I was going to tell you everything," Germany said and the giggling quickly turned into a frown. Germany sat up and Russia followed with concern. "I want to tell you the truth... even if you'll hate me..." Germany said.

"Lyamora, why would I hate you?" Russia asked as he gently pulled Germany's head to face him. "Because I'm not Lyamora," Germany answered and put Russia's hand down. "My name is Germany. And I... I'm not a female, I'm a male," Germany added. "What?" Russia chuckled. Germany sighed and stood from the bed. Before Russia could ask, Germany pulled his nightgown up.

It definitely took Russia by surprise, especially since what he saw wasn't what any women would have (unless ur a trans, I support u all >3O). Germany quickly pulled his nightgown down. He couldn't even be embarrassed, since he was trying so hard not to cry.

"I'm not related to America. I... I was Third Reich's son. But America found me and took me. He didn't treat me like a human being and we never really saw each other. I was left in the streets. I was bribed, used... r-raped...." Germany inhaled, trying not to break. "Eventually America reached out to me. But only for me to be used once again. He and the allies taught me to be a woman. They made dress like one, act like one, be like one. They did so to prepare me for the wedding because America didn't have any offspring." Germany sniffed as he felt a single tear fall.

"R-Russia... I... I-I'm so s-sorry...." Germany stuttered.

Russia kept quiet as he stared at Germany. But Germany no longer made eye contact. His head hung low as he waited for Russia to shout at him, hit him, yell how much he hated him.

"Lya-... Germany, answer me. Answer me honestly," Russia demanded and placed a hand on Germany's shoulder.

"Do you always have to show yourself like that to prove you're a male?"

Germany's eyes widened and his head shot up to look at a grinning Russia. "You... Stop being an idiot! I'm serious!" Germany exclaimed hitting Russia's chest as hard as he could but it laid no affect on him. "I am! Do you do that only for me or for anyone else you try to prove?" Russia said as he couldn't hold back a laugh.

"...Only for you..." Germany answered quietly and blushed in embarrassment. Russia blushed a bit as well and smirked, "I enjoyed the show and tell."

"Russia... you're not mad...?" Germany asked hesitantly. "Mad? Yes, quite furious actually. How could that scum treat you so badly," Russia growled. "No! At me! I lied to you! I'm a man!" Germany exclaimed. "Hm? Well, you're still the person that hates wine and loves beer. The person that enjoyed the theater despite how boring it was. The person that loved playing the piano and used it as a way to cope with their feelings," Russia pointed out slowly and each point he leaned closer and closer to Germany.

"The person that loves me," Russia finished and was mere centimeters away from Germany's lips. Germany felt his face burning. He couldn't believe what was happening. It was too much to process. "Germany..." Russia whispered, "do you love me?" Germany quickly nodded, "Y-yes... I-I love you..."

With that, Russia rested his lips onto Germany's. Germany wrapped his arms around Russia's neck while Russia wrapped his around Germany's waist. The kiss was long and passionate. Something that made Germany feel as if his lips were on fire. Russia pulled Germany onto the bed without breaking the kiss and laid him underneath his bigger frame.

Russia gently nibbled on Germany's lower lip, asking for consent. Almost in an instant, Germany opened his mouth and let Russia's tongue entered. The kiss became very intimate and heated. Russia was dominating Germany's walls so easily but in the same time it was quite sloppy. The two seperated for air, and Germany chuckled while gasping for air.

"You're a virgin," Germany chuckled as Russia's face went red. "So?" Russia questioned but it only made Germany laugh. "I was thinking I should take control and help you out but..." Germany trailed off and wrapped his legs around Russia's waist. "Amuse me," Germany ordered, letting go of Russia's neck to hold onto the bed sheets.

"You can't be serious," Russia chuckled nervously. "If you're not going to, we can go to sleep right now," Germany stated, "But I don't think you'd want that, do you?" Germany looked down and Russia soon followed to see the bulge on his pants. Russia cursed, unsure of what he should be doing.

Germany giggled, just as he was about to give mercy he felt his neck getting pounced at. It was getting attacked with kisses and licks. Germany inhaled sharply, "Russia... maybe a bit more to the shoulder, if you don't mind?" Russia hummed and lowered his placing to assault Germany's skin. Germany breathed softly but was getting bored with just kisses and licks. "Russia, you can suck or even bite on it," Germany  stated. "Oh?" Russia asked and bit on him.

Germany gasped at the sudden shock he felt. "Ngh-! Russia! Not too rough," Germany pouted, making Russia chuckle. He kissed the bite mark gently in apology and started sucking on it. Germany gasped and let out quiet moans, he was doing good so far. When Russia pulled back he felt a sudden panic.

"Is that normal?" Russia said looking at the hickey he made. Germany laughed at Russia's worry, "Yes, Russ. It's normal. Don't be afraid." Germany slowly pulled Russia to a kiss. It was a short kiss and Germany softly cooed to his ear, "I'm your's... now and forever..."

"I love you."