When I laid eyes on her (girlxgirl)

12. It wont last long

Nichole's POV

This can't be happening right now, what if she doesn't remember me. All the time we spent together she won't remember. No no, it will come back just like the doctor said. He said it wouldn't last long. How do I tell her that her football career is over. I stare blankly into those deep brown eyes that are just filled with confusion, looking for the right words to say to her.

"You um.. you had an accident". Sammie's eyes just widen after the words left my mouth.

"What kind of accident?" Her voice soft with hurt as she stares down at her hands.

This is harder than I thought it was going to be. Knowing the words that come out of my mouth next will devastate my girl. What, girlfriend no we aren't even dating. Fuck I don't even know what we are. Tears threatening to fall from my eyes I take a deep breath. "You took a really hard hit in the football game tonight. So hard you broke several ribs and hit your head pretty damn hard. I'm sorry Sammie but the doctor said you're out for the season. Possibly ending your football career."

Her head begins to shake in disbelief from what I just told her. The look on her face brings pain to my chest as a few tears fall from my eyes.

I hear her mumbling to herself, but I can't make out what she's saying. "Are you okay Sammie?" She looks at me shaking her head.

"Ha are you fucking serious no I'm not okay! Does it look like I'm okay!?" My eyes widen a little in shock to see her so angry.

"Sammie I know-" she stops me mid sentence "just leave. Get out and leave me alone"

How could I leave her at a time like this. I understand she is angry but she doesn't need to take it out on me.

"Sammie-" I was interrupted again only to look in her eyes, those once beautiful dark brown eyes now darker with nothing but anger.

"I SAID GET OUT!!" I quickly grab my things watching her hold her ribs trying to hide the pain. She was so angry but I was only trying to help that's all. I've never seen her act this way towards me and it really scared me. Walking to the door I look back one more time with tears falling from my eyes.

I walk out the door leaving not saying another word. I rush out to my car getting in driving back to Sammie's house feeling nothing but sadness taking over.

Once home I make my way upstairs getting ready for bed. Pulling my hair up in a messy bun and wearing only one of Sammie's T-shirts, I finally climb in bed slowly letting sleep take over my body.

Sammie's POV

How could this happen to me. Why can't I remember what happened. I remember everything expect for what happened tonight, how I ended up here. Football over for me? This isn't fair all because of those assholes wanted to play dirty. I feel bad for taking it out on Nichole but she was the closest thing to take it out on, although it wasn't fair to her. She was only trying to help and I yelled at her.

"Maybe next time you will let her finish Ya dick. Shut up what do you know. I know you hurt her feelings that's for sure. Well I didn't mean to. Well Ya made her cry asshole. Thank you captain obvious".

I run my hands over my face in frustration sighing. "That sigh doesn't sound to good sweets". I look up to find a slim but toned tanned black haired younger looking nurse standing in the door way.

I raise an eyebrow "yeah no kidding". She chuckles a little walking over to the machine writing a few things down.

"Don't sweat it, you will be out of here in no time". She looks down at me and smiles a bit as she hooks up the blood pressure machine to my arm.

I lay my head back on the bed looking up her, meeting those bright emerald green eyes. "It's not that, I kinda took my frustration out on the wrong person. It wasn't her fault I ended up in here."

After she's finished she walks back to the door looking back at me. "Well if she loves you she will forgive you." She smiles and walks out of the room leaving me to my thought.

What, love? No no we don't love each other yet. Hell we aren't even dating, I don't know what's going on with us. Everything just seems so cluster-fucked right now.

"Well you guys do live together. So what? You guys kiss a lot. Your point? You took her out on a date. I don't even really know what you're talking. Oh yes you do. Okay fine I do, I just haven't made a move yet"

*two days later*

Finally being released from the hospital everything was somewhat back to me. Nichole came to pick me up and taking me back home. The car ride was silent all the way there which to be honest was a bit awkward.

Once we got the house Nichole shut the car off and was about to get out. I grab her wrist stopping her. She just looked at me curiosity spread across her face as if to say 'why do you wanna talk now, you haven't in two days'.

"Nichole I just wanted to apologize for the way I acted towards you. I shouldn't have flipped out on you like that. I was just angry and hurt as well as confused. And I also didn't-" my words were cut off when her soft tender lips met mine. I instantly kissed back missing the feeling of her lips on mine.

I move my hand to the side of her neck pulling her into me more as our lips moved in sync. She finally pulled away, putting her forehead to mine as her thumb caressed my cheek.

"It's okay, I knew you were upset. I forgive you." She pulled away but not before placing a kiss on my forehead and she got out of the car.

She came around opening my door grabbing my hand to help me out. I grip my ribs in pain as I slow stand, grunting in pain biting my lower lip. We slowly made our way into the house and she took me right up the stairs to our room.

Once in the bed room, she helped me in bed getting me comfortable before climbing in herself. She got close, but not close enough to be touching me. I guess she was afraid to hurt me. I wanted her closer, I needed her closers.

I reached over hiding the pain as I pulled her close to me. Tears threatening to fall from my eyes. I look over at her my gaze meeting hers.

"Sammie, what are we exactly?" Oh no there it was. The big question. What do I even say to this?

A/N
Hey guys thanks for reading, sorry for the somewhat long wait but here it is. So what did you think of the first time that Sammie showed her angry side towards Nichole? Should Nichole be worried? Tell me what you think!