His Wife - TWD [ 2 ]

Chapter 6 - its a small wound

"Oh..." Rick cried as he puts his hand under my cheek, "Oh I'm sorry... so sorry..."

"It's..." I hiccuped, my hand shakily grabbing his hand, "It's fine."

For some odd reason I couldn't feel anything, it just was difficult to do anything but I could move.

"Rick toughen UP back there! You'll need it!" Negan yelled, "I want you to grab my Lucille."

Ricks jaw clenched. "D-Dont do anything stupid." I sniffed.

Rick stood up, slowly walking by the front seat he grabbed Lucille, "Treat her like a lady." Negan winked from the rear mirror.

Rick just picks her up, and the RV halts.

Negan stands up, I could tell Rick has the idea to kill Negan here and now.
"Go, Rick." Negan waved at him, grabbing Lucille from him he hands Rick his hatchet.
"Kill them all and maybe I won't kill anyone else." Negan smirked, grabbing Rick by his collar Negan kicks the RV door open and throws him out. "Come back in when your done."

"W-W-What are you doing to him?" I asked, sitting up slowly I winced, holding the soggy rag to my head I tried not to cry anymore.
"He's going to kill the walkers outside." Negan says quickly, going over to the sink he rummages around, yelling at Rick while he does he pulls out a bottle of water.

"Tilt your head to the side." Negan says.

"don't touch me." I hissed.
"Your bleeding." He responds, grabbing my chin gently, "I am a-aware." I blinked as he pulled back the rag, immediately pulling it back over the wound he runs has hand over his face. "Jesus..." he whispers, "COME ON RICK! I'll kill one of em!" He yells to rick as he pours some water on the rag, "I think I saw some medical tape around here..." he mumbled to himself, opening a cabinet he does find the tape.

"Stop helping me!" I yell, holding the side of my head, "You don't care, if yo-you di-did you wouldn't have swung." I glared, "I can do it."

I snatch the tape from him, all he does is look at me, and looking out the window at the rising sun. "Rick come on!" Negan yells, going outside for a moment I hear Rick being dragged against the gravel again, being thrown inside he didn't look at me, didn't move. He was drenched in blood.

"The look on your face isnt the look I want." Negan glared.
"What do you want me to look like?" Rick hissed.
"Afraid." Negan spit.

"Y-You've done enough!" I yelled as Negan hopped in the driver seat.
"I've done enough?" Negan laughed as he flips the RV around, the fog so blinding I couldn't see where we were going.
"You've kill two of my people! Our people! Negan you kidnapped me!" I snapped at him, standing up. My awareness coming back as Rick shook his head no to me, "I NEVER wanted to be your wife!" I screamed, "You hurt me and you killed someone's husband and someone's best friend! The person was pregnant with their child! Jesus you never realize who you impact at all!!"

Negan slams the breaks as we made it back, grabbing Rick by his shirt he drags him out on the gravel. "Isabella, come out. NOW!"

I paused, this was a bold move.

"Don't make me come and get you." Negan yells, I hear his boots drag in the gravel.

I see Lucille in the drivers seat, running over to the front seat. I snatched Lucille, Negan behind me.

"Put her down." He says calmly.
"No." I hissed, swinging her back and trying to smack him with her he grabs the bat mid air. Grabbing me by the face he drags me to the door, shoving me by the back of my head I cried in pain, "You aren't leaving." He hissed in my ear, "Kneel, like you're people."

I tried to hide my shaking hands as the blood from my wound started to bleed down my neck. I kneeled next to Rick in front of everyone, "Hey kid." Negan waves at Carl, "Come here."

I shut my mouth, don't speak.

Carl shakily stood up, looking at me and Rick nervously. Negan grabs Carl instantly, shoving Carl onto his stomach on the gravel. Taking a sharpie from his coat he draws a thick and messy line across Carl's forearm.

"Take your hatchet, Rick, and cut Carl's arm off."

Rick starts to sob, grabbing the gravel in fist for support he hiccups; "N-No no- I-I can't- I can't..."

Carl simply looks up at him from his laying position and smirks, "It's okay dad."

It was like I didn't register any of this, none of this felt real.

"No! N-n-no I-I..." he sobbed, shaking his head as Negan slaps him laughing deeply. "You think I was going to let you chop your sons arm off? Now that's the look I like!" He smiled.

As if everything he did to me was a joke, he grabs my arm about to hoist me up, "Wait! Wait!" I cried, looking up at him, "Give me a moment, please."

"Only a minute." He glared, letting go of my arm.

Waiting a moment for every savior to pack their things up and Negan to get distracted, I grab Ricks cheek, "Hey, I have to go."

"No... No no you can't go." Rick cries, "Please come with me, please."

I try to hide my own sob, I don't know when I'll see him again, "Negan might hurt one of you if I try."

"You are hurt... H-He hurt you." Rick grabbed my hand, "please come back, please try."

I sighed, looking behind me I catch a glimpse of Negan. Pulling my hand away I walk up to him, "C-Can I visit them?..."

Negan laughs loudly, shaking his head, "Get in the car. Don't let them out thoughts in your head."

Don't push it.

"Y-Yes Negan." I sniffed, looking at Rick and Carl I walk over to the car. Nearly every Savior was gone, it felt less tense.

I get in the car, unable to contain my tears I nickel myself in. Sobbing from not only the pain of my wound but from being locked in this "marriage".

I grip the seat, closing my eyes I keep seeing the moment I got to the gates of the jail. I couldn't stop remembering it now.

Rick, I long for you to be next to me, why did I let Carl tell me about that gun?

Rick locked eyes with me, no words were said but I could hear everything. Emotions were the only thing.

Carl tells Rick; "Don't go."

Rick looks away, did he think?... did he think I left him? Left all them?

As I moved my hand to open the door, Negan hops in. "I'm sorry." He says, turning my head to look at my bleeding wound, "God I'm so-"

"I don't w-want to hear it." I sniffed, looking out the window as we drove off.

Why was I so far from Rick, why?