"I'm not the monster on the inside." • [Tom x Reader]

𝟙𝟘. Things get Old and Die

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I saw Tom look at me as he was already in the uniform. I go over to him and looked at the old man, "please don't tell them about this.." I told him softly and I saw him nod. I then go to hug Tom tightly. I felt myself tear up as I don't even know how to explain what just happened.

Y/n POV

As I hugged Tom I felt myself tear up just a bit. "Hey.. what's wrong..?" He asked me. "It's Tord.... I don't feel comfortable at all being around him...." I said to him as I wiped away the small tears that tried to escape. "Hey... you have a voice.. you can tell him you don't want it... if he really wants your attention he'll do what he can to get it..." Tom says to me. I just sighed as I didn't want to do anything with Tord. I want Tom! I'd rather show my affection in front of him instead of kissing that weirdo!

I felt toms hand on my cheek. I looked up at him softly placing my hand on his and nuzzled a bit into it. "We'll get through this..." Tom told me but I just knew he was saying that to try and get me to feel better. "Hey... I apologize for asking, but are you two the recent ones who've been caught?" The old man asked us. I looked over and softly nodded. I heard the old man sigh, "I'm sorry you two have to go through this... I want to help you two as I see you two have a strong love connection... this room can be your safe place, come in here whenever you like.. I promise I'll never tell another person about you two.." the old man says as he walked up to Tom and pats his back while talking to us.

I smiled as I knew we could trust him. "Thank you sir... if you need anything from us, I'll do anything I can.." I told him as I want to help him if he was helping us. "Oh don't worry about me dear, I just want to help two young lovers keep their strong love," the old man says smiling. I smiled back at him, "thank you.." I said once more as I looked up at Tom.

Tom smiles a bit at me before leaning down and kissed me. I kissed back slowly and wrapped one arm around his neck and placed the other onto his shoulder. I felt Tom wrap his arms around me and pull me in closer. I smiled a bit into the kiss as I slowly pulled away. "I love you Tom.." I said softly. "I love you too.." Tom says back to me. We both looked at each other with smiles before leaning back in for another quick kiss. We soon pulled away so we wouldn't get caught.

"I should probably get this on.." I said walking over to pick up my uniform. "Oh yes, you can change behind those curtains... use the left one.. the right one.. uh... I found out had a camera in it," the old man says in a upset tone. I can agree with being upset about it. I take the cloths and go in to change quickly. It was perfectly fitting. I moved around a bit and it was pretty comfortable... except the fact that the female uniforms are specifically made to show our bodies off... I assume there isn't many female soldiers here if men like Tord are so desperate to see some skin.

I came walking out to them. "Hey look at you, perfect fit!" The old man says to me. I smiled, "thank you, it fits perfectly," I said looking at myself in the mirror. "There's one more thing I forgot to give you, it's your uniform shoes," the old man says as I saw him walking into a room off to the side to grab me shoes. He came back and gave them to me... they were heeled boots... high-heel boots..