Shifting For You//Kurapika X Nonbinary Reader ONE-SHOTS

Chapter 16.

"Hey, Y/N, what movie do you want to wa- are you okay?"

Stiff as a board, trying not to move due to the fear of even the slightest movement will disturb your cranky, unwanted "womanhood". 

"Yep, I'm okay"

Putting on a smile to mask the stabbing pains.

FUUUCK!!

THIS HURTS LIKE A MOTHER FUCKAAAA~

You inhale sharply, causing the boy to lay his palm against your forehead. 

Furrowing his eyebrows and staring at his own palm, still on your forehead.

"Hmm, well you're not sick"

Not knowing how to respond, you just pull him face-first into the small couch.

Causing the boy to make a shocked expression as he faceplanted onto the seat next to you. 

Making you laugh uncontrollably, though that didn't last very long until you came to a halt in whatever position you were in.

"Tsk"

You squeeze your eyes shut, and hold your stomach. 

Out of both genders to be born as, I had to be born with the side that had fucking monthly fireworks in the body!

"Y/N?"

"Mhm"

You said with restrain in your voice.

"Is it um, your um"

Opening your eyes to see a slightly uncomfortable boy, though not as uncomfortable as you would expect.

His face held pity, concern, and again the look of discomfort.

No no no no- ugh this is so embarrassing!

Not wanting to face the boy, you hide in your hood and pull the drawstrings.

Making the boy chuckle at your response. 

"I'll be right back"

You felt pressure against your forehead, then the boy left the room.  

(P.S. it was a kiss on the forehead, for those who didn't get the memo 😚)

Crawling into a ball you lay on your side hugging your knees.

Ya know God, if I was born in the CORRECT body then I wouldn't have any problems!

Nothing against you or anything, just throw me a bone here.

"Y/N, could you sit up for a second"

Hearing the voice of the angel that was now going to assist you in any way they could, you sit up slowly.

The drawstrings loosening, making the ceiling light pierce your vision. 

Also letting you see that the angel had a hot water bottle, tea, and the snacks that were on the counter.

You looked at the boy, not knowing whether to feel embarrassed or to indulge him in affection.

Either way, he beat you to it. He handed you the steamy mug, set the hot water bottle under the blanket you were curled up in, and positioned himself behind you, legs resting at your sides, and gently wrapping his arms around your stomach. 

You felt a little upset that he had to treat you like this, it reminded you of the body you could never escape.

Then again, you loved the feeling of the boy's heartbeat through your back and the feeling of his chest rise and fall syncing with his breaths. The comforting smell that filled every nook and cranny of your nose. The mug that settled into your palm heating your chilled hands, even if it's just the slightest.

"Thank you"

Looking down at you, he smiles so softly, filled with so much love and affection. It made whatever pain you were feeling in the moment, somehow bearable.

Setting his head against yours, he kisses your nose, which you return.

"You're too good for me"

You say tracing the rims of your mug.

"Funny, because I thought that you deserve anything and everything beyond the stars"

"Beyond the stars huh"

"Yes, because beyond the stars is a place no one knows of, unknown, untouched, and quite honestly I believe that you deserve everything beyond what we can see"

Eyes stare into yours.

They change every time

The orbs look like angelic paintings of all and limited colors. The painter, full of tenderness, and adoration. 

"Then, if you don't mind going along that journey beyond the stars by my side"

Laying a gentle gesture of affection upon your lips with his own, he smiles.

"I'd love to"