Shame

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Sometimes I would put my hands in front of me and grab

A simply enormous piece of fat

Then I try  to cup it between my hands

Watching it spill over the bands of my fingers


I often imagine that I can chop it off with the nearest blade

Or have a nearby fairy or genie whisk it away

That I would magically eat something and make it grow small

Cause starving isn't working at all.


I try to do what other people say,

Call it a food baby and other cute names

It makes me think that there is enough between my hands

(To my eternal shame)

To make up an entire baby

Who I am now refering to by their name






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