Wounds of Pain (Tommyinnit Angst)

(4) Packing Bags

Tommy's POV

I woke up. It was 2:25 PM. I hadn't gotten like, any sleep. I kept waking up due to panic attacks at night. I decided I'd pack my bags for the trip today. It is tomorrow after all. But first, I had to call Wilbur.

I got on discord and called him.

"Tommy?"

"Hey Wilbur. I just thought I should talk to you." I said. "Okay, about what?" He asked. I took a deep breath. "I barely got any sleep last night. I kept waking up because of panic attacks." I explained. "Oh, Tommy.. make sure you're drinking plenty of water and eating healthily." He told me. I went quiet. "You are doing that, right?" He asked. I stayed quiet. "Tommy-" "Yeah. I have, yeah." I lied.

"Tommy, are you being honest with me?" Wilbur asked me. "Yes, Wilbur, I am." I kept lying. Why did I decide to call him? "Well make sure you keep doing so." He warned me. "Yeah, okay." I said. "Tommy, I worry about you a lot these days. Your mental health has been declining like crazy." He told me. "I'm glad you care, Wil." I said and hung up.

Wilbur tried calling me back but I ignored him.

After 4 more tries I picked up.
"What?" I asked.

"Tommy.. What's wrong? You've been seeming upset today." He told me. "I just slept terribly last night, sorry Wil." I apologized. "Oh, okay. Take care of yourself, Tommy." He said. "I'm going to go pack my bags and then I'll eat." I said and hung up.

Later

I had finished packing my bags. I had 10 T-shirts, 3 pairs of jeans, 3 pairs of sweatpants, and 2 pairs of shorts. I'll bring with me a hat, some water, and some more personal items. I put my bag by the door for tomorrow.

"Tommy, you need to eat something." My mom said. I decided to eat an orange. "I'm not very hungry mum!" I said. After eating I went to the bathroom. I knelt down beside the toilet. My phone started ringing. It was Wilbur.

Tommy

can't talk now

Wilbur

why?

Tommy

I'm busy Wilbur

Wilbur

Tommy

Wilbur

tommy

Wilbur

Tommy?

Wilbur

call me later

I finished throwing up my food. I left the bathroom after cleaning up and called Wilbur.

"You needed something?" I asked. "Yeah. Did you pack your bags?" He asked. "Yeah." I responded. "Good. Good Tommy." He laughed. "So what did you pack?" He asked me. "Uh, some shirts, pants, water, that's it." I said. "That's good enough." Wilbur said.

We ended up playing some Bedwars together, as we were both bored.

"Well Wilbur, it's 6:00. I'm gonna head off for the night, finish packing and everything, then sleep at 8. We have a big day tomorrow!" I said excitedly. "I'm really hyped to see you, Tubbo, Techno, Dream, and Eret!" Wilbur said. I ended the call.

I texted the groupchat one last message before going to bed.

Tommy

see you soon :)

Yeah, it's only 6, but I'm tired.