After I left the hospital a couple days ago I went home and, actually had a talk with my mom we talked about josh mainly, I think I really love him. So I showered and changed and went back to the hospital. I found his room and sat in the chair next to him. "Josh" I whispered and the tears began to stream down my face again. "I did it because I want to get closer to you Blondie" a voice said behind me. "What? WHY!! YOU TOLD HIM HE COULD BE WITH ME ?!?!?" I yelled. "Blondie if you alert these people I will fucking murder you, I love you too and I want you, so he was in the way" he said. I turned around but it wasn't Bull, it was Castro's Son Dominic. Dominic was 16 when we first met, we both had a thing for each other so we screwed around. Once I met bull Castro and Dominic became jealous and wanted to off bull first, but Castro knew that if they were to off bull, they would have serious consequences to pay. "So you instead tried to have josh killed." I said. "I always knew you were a smart girl" he said with a smirk. "Dominic I will wipe that fucking smirk off of your face" I said sternly. "You abandoned me, and your father, you didn't want to deal with any of it anymore-." "Shut your godamn mouth before I do it for you,Once I heard my dad was killed I came back, you know your such a slut by the way.. You fucked me and my father, you fucked bull, now your fucking Josh wow such a slut...Matter of fact yeah, that's what I miss, the way you used to love to ride this dick mamita" and with that he came closer to me and grabbed me by my neck. "LET GO OF ME!" I yelled. He whipped out his pocket knife and put it behind my thigh as the nurse walked in. "Is everything okay in here?" She asked, I felt the knife dig into my sweats that meant for me to respond positively. "Peachy" I said wiping tears from my cheek.
" Wait until you little boyfriend recovers, I'll make sure that bullet don't miss his heart" he said as he walked out, but then backed up back in and walked over to me. "Oh yeah, you can run baby girl, but you can't hide" he whispered in my ear then grabbed my face and kissed me roughly and sloppily. As he walked out of the room I wiped my mouth.
I looked over at josh listening to his heart beat monitor beep away. I took his hand in mine and kissed it, I kissed his forhead, his cheek, then his lips. They were a bit chapped so I took care of him and added some ChapStick.
"I love you baby" I whispered to him.
Josh P.O.V
I can hear her but why can I not see her, somebody else was there causing her pain. I couldn't stand the fact that I can't help her. I love her and I can't protect her right now. FUCK! ...God please give me the strength to make it out of this, this girl... A kiss, she kissed me.. This girl is the love of my life, I'm gonna fight god damnit.
I blinked my eyes open to see a beautiful but stress filled Spencer sleeping in the chair, I can tell she was stressed, her eyes were black, she had a angry like, pained face while she slept. "Spencer?" I whispered. She woke up, and blinked for a second. "Josh, baby!?" She jumped up and kissed me, and I kissed back as much as I could. "DOCTOR! NURSE! SOMEONE!" She yelled and they rushed in to see I was awake.
After they unhooked me from certain machines and told me I was going to be on more basic machines and medicines, and how I was going to be in the hospital for a little while longer. "You'll need to be very careful, your still fragile after surgery Josh, You two are in love I can see it s no freaky business bin here, and nothing that will raise your heartbeat too much" the doctor said and we as he walked out. "Did my dad ever come?" I asked hopefully. "I don't think so baby, I'm sorry" she said cuddled in next to me kissing me. A tear left my eye, "I almost died, and my father didn't even care! Fuck him! I fucking hate him!" I said becoming frustrated. My heart monitor raised, the pace became quicker. "Baby calm down, your gonna hurt yourself, please" Spencer said kissing my tears away. This girl was down, my ride or die, the love of my life, throughout all of this and she's still here. "I talked to my mom Spencer" I said looking into here eyes. "But I thought she" I cut her off. "I talked to her, Spencer she really likes you and she appreciates how happy you make me, and she wants to thanks you for that." I said with a tear falling down my face. "Baby" she whispered and kissed me. With that we cuddled up and fell asleep.
