Dinner with Jackson and eli was amazing, again I felt like a family. Eli really likes Jackson they get along so well. On the way back to my apartment we had a quiet conversation while Elijah was fast asleep in his car seat.
"Jelissa I care about you, you know?" Said Jackson not taking his eyes off the road.
"I care about you too Jackson" I said as the heat rose to my face. " I'm madly in love with you jelissa, I just can't help the way I feel about you" he said. I teared up a bit. "Oh, jackson" I said caressing his cheek, and in that moment I knew I had so much love for him. He turned his head and looked at me with love in his eyes, And just two seconds a truck t-boned us while passing through an intersection.
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"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" I screamed in raspy sobs as I seen them carry my lifeless baby to the ambulance. "Oh god elijaaaaah" I yelled tears rolling down my face. They had to get Elijah's door opened first. The car smashed into Elijah and It's side and then we barrel rolled into a tree crushing jacksons side.
"MA'AM You have to calm down! Your going through a stage of shock!" The fireman yelled using the halligan bar to pry my disfigured door open. I couldn't breathe, the shock I was in was keeping me from feeling the pain of my fractured collar bone and broken ribs. As they ripped my door open, I turned and looked at a unconscious Jackson , who was bleeding from his forehead and ear.
They carried me off to another ambulance, going in the same direction as Eli's, I seen more commotion than before, the smell of gasoline pouring out of the punctured gas tank and they were struggling to pull Jackson out, running out of time..they shut the ambulance doors and sped off ...BOOM. I heard from the distance, the shock began to wear off and I began to pass out , the weary , distant, fading sounds of screaming sirens and a slow pace heart monitor.
Beep . beep . beep . beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
