I sat on my king sized bed, as I heard a knock on my window I got up and slid up the window. "Hey babe" he said as he struggled to get through the window. "Hi josh" I said nonchalantly. I started stripping off my clothes I needed to soak that sex off from earlier. "Wanna come take a hot bath with me, we can talk in there, you probably have clothes in my clothes anyway." I said suggesting. He nodded and followed me to the bathroom. He stripped down right in front of me as I bent over to turn on the hot water I felt him grab my hips. The huge circular tub filled up and we got in. I sat between his legs and rested my head back on his chest. "So what did you wanna talk about" I said feeling relaxed. "Us Spencer" he said sternly. "What about us?!?" I said with my eyes closed. Then there was a sudden tap at the door. "Spencer honey, who are you talking to?" My mom asked nervously. "Go awaaay mom!" I said becoming aggravated. Then it became silent. "I love you Spencer, it aches my heart that you wont accept my love for you, it paining me that your so blind, I fell in love with you the day I met you, you everything to me, you my heart my soul, my life, your on my mind constantly, I go fucking nuts when I can't talk to you, I have love for you spencer" he said I knew he was being serious because he never calls me 'Spencer', he always called me 'Spence', I turned around in the water facing him and I watched tears roll down his face, eyes red. Josh has anger fits but no matter how mad I make him he never lays a hand on me. I just studied him his eyes grew darker I knew he was terribly upset. I kissed him on the lips deeply. "I love you too" I said feeling this sense of a rush of nervousness break over me, Maybe this is what I needed to do, I need to love him. After the talk I washed his back and he washed mine. We got out and put pajamas on and cuddle the whole night long.
Is this what I needed?
