Crashing Hard

Morning ~16

Trigger warning this book does contain event, words, and thoughts that can be triggering. It also has sexual events and talked about r*pe and su**idal events.
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Iliza I'm here waiting for you. No matter how long it takes, I'll wait for you because I love you. You and your son are the world to me. I'll protect you with every fiber of my being. I'm coming to get you soon be ready for me. You deserve better than him.
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"I love you too," I mumbled in my sleep reaching my hand out to stroke his face.

My eyes popped open. I glanced to my side and no one was there.

Stupid dreams.

I slowly sat up and looked at my phone. It was only 3 hours after the meeting. The whole memory of it was kind of blurry. I put my feet on the ground feeling tingling all up my body from the cold floor. The house was freezing cold I wanted to just curl back up in the covers. Where's David? I walked into the adjoining bathroom and found no one. So I walked out of the room and into Iz's old room. It was still the same. Blue walls, grey carpet under his small bed. Iz's didn't have much and what he did have I took with me when I left. I miss my son.

Don't cry Iliza. I can't help it I miss him.

I closed his room door and walked into the bathroom. It smelled like tons of cleaning supplies and febreze. But he wasn't in there either so he must be in the kitchen or the living room. As quietly as I could I walked into the kitchen and there he was. Standing with his back towards me on his phone. I creeped up behind him and put my arms around his waist laying my head on his back.

"Good morning" I whispered.

"Well you're in a good mood."

"Of course I am I slept really good."

"Of course you did. After that embarrassing stunt you pulled last night I bet you slept great." He turned around pulling my hands off his waist.

"You embarrassed me in front of everyone. Did you get the attention you wanted. While you stumbled to the bathroom everyone could see your underwear. I bet you wanted that. Huh? Stupid whore." His face was inches away from mine.

"I-I didn't know. I'm sorry."

"OF COURSE YOU DIDNT KNOW. YOU NEVER KNOW. LITTLE SLUT IS ALWAYS INNOCENT. SUCH A LITTLE ANGEL ARENT YOU."

"I swear I didn't know. I couldn't control it I didn't know what was happening it was just overwhelming."

"I bet it was. You're lucky I love you enough to clean the damn bathroom after you. You owe me big time."

"I'll do better I promise I'm sorry." I rubbed my hands together asking him to forgive me. His face softened and he grabbed my hands. David leaned in close to my ears.

"Stop rubbing your hands together you look pathetic." After he said this he pulled away from me and smiled. " We are going out today get dressed no slutty outfit this time. Wear pants and a blouse with heels."

"Where are we going."

"Don't ask questions just do as you're told" With that  he walked away from me and sat on the couch.

If I leave the house they can't see or hear what's going on anymore. Think Iliza . Think. Just act like you're going to take a shower and text them. Simple. Okay.

I sped into the bathroom in our bedroom, turned on the shower, and pulled out my phone.

Iliza : He wants to go out what are we going to do??

Jenny: Relax cupcake. We can track you.

Iliza : But you can't hear our conversation what if something happens.

Jenny: Damn I didn't think about that. Here Jong is gonna text you.

Jong: Okay here's what you need to do...

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It's a short chapter. I know 🥺 I'm Sowwy. I've been super busy and MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP ON NOV 25 🥳🥳. I'm so excited. Anyway sorry I got a little too excited. I will definitely try to write over Thanksgiving break. Bye love you guys. I added a fun little song at the top that I've lowkey been obsessed with. Y'all should listen to it. Warning it can be relatable to some and it has like 1 curse word in it.