Young love is found by tragedy

Goodbye

TW TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️: SUICIDE PLEASE SKIP OVER THE THIRD PARAGRAPH IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED BY MENTIONS OF SUICIDE. THANK YOU I HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY THIS CHAPTER!! DON'T WORRY ITS NOT EL OR LIV. ITS A LONG CHAPTER BTW SO BE READY.

2 weeks later
Olivia's POV
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It's been 2 weeks since Elliot has spoken to me. I've tried to talk to him all the time but he'd just walk away, find ways to avoid me which is hard because we have the same schedule. Me and Jake are together but I just can't stop thinking about Elliot. How's he doing? What's going on at home? He has some new bruising it looks like it hurts a lot and it's in places where some people wouldn't see but I notice because I can't stop looking at him. I like Jake and I enjoy being with him but me and Elliot have something different. El avoids eye contact with me at all cost. I decide to try and speak to him once more. I walk to his locker and say "Hi El, can we talk?" He ignored me as usual. I say again "Elliot I understand why you're upset but plea-" he said something for the first time in two weeks. He said "You clearly don't understand why I'm upset, Olivia you don't understand because if you did you wouldn't be with him. Out of all people I let you in and you still hurt me. That leads me to believe you don't care or never cared about me." I don't know what to say or how to feel. All I want is for us to be fixed but I don't know how. It makes me angry how he says I don't care about him because I'm with Jake. I care about Elliot more than I care about myself. I say "Elliot why would I not care about you? I spend every day thinking about you, how you are doing. Just because I'm with Jake doesn't mean I don't care for you." He says immediately raising his voice "No liv that's exactly what it means. If you really cared you would have not given him another chance. Olivia you threw away everything that happened that night like it meant nothing. We kissed did you forget? I cried to you all fucking day. I trusted you but clearly that didn't mean shit." He closed his locker door and walked away from me. I stood their astonished at how much I had hurt him. The bell rang and Jake came over. He pulled me out of my thoughts by saying "Hey beautiful come on I'll walk you to class." He took my hand and walked me to class the whole time I just thought about how I can fix this with Elliot.
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Elliots house
Elliots POV
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I got home and my mom had been worse within the last week. I know because it was my dad's birthday last week. That day my mom just cried in her room she couldn't even look at me. I did the same thing I cried and cried until I was out of tears. I didn't have anyone since I am not talking to liv and she is or was my only friend. My mom hadn't hit me today shes just has been saying the meanest things. She says stuff like "You're such a waste of space" and "I don't know why it was joe and not you why couldn't it be you." It really hurts to hear my mom talk about me like that especially since she once loved me. Now I just feel unlovable although I know if dad was here he'd love me unconditionally. My mom was just hurt and not in the right head space. However after hearing these things so often started to believe it. Today she was yelling on the off her lungs screaming about how much she hated me and how she wishes that I could disappear. I cried silently. She kept repeating it and repeating it and then I snapped. I got up from my seat and said "If you wish I was gone so much then I'm leaving. Don't expect me back tonight. If I'm such a burden I'll leave mom I'll leave for good. Everyday you do the same thing you hit me and hurt me and tell me everything is my fault and you know what I'm tired mom I'm tired of being hurt by you." She was silent for the first, actually listening to me. I know my mom still had some form of love for me but she couldn't get over what had happened. I say "I'm leaving mom you can't love me anymore and I understand. I'm sorry about everything and I'll always love you." I put my hand on the door knob and she screamed "Elliot if you walk out that door you are not welcome back." I opened the door and she screamed again "Elliot! Get back here you will not leave." She had started crying "Elliot please you cannot go." I whispered "I love you mom" and walked out the door. I heard my mothers cries but I couldn't keep doing this everyday. I don't know where I'm going or what I'm going to do but I had to leave.
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Moms POV
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I can't believe myself. I have pushed the only person I have left out of my life. Elliot, my son my only child. I don't know why I treat him that way but then again I do. I can't help but blame him for what happened to joe but I know it's not his fault. Joe died for him, what any good father would sacrifice. Joe was my first and last love I couldn't accept he was gone. I've been hurting myself and Elliot for too long. He deserves better than this. I love him but I can't help but hate him too. I can't bear the burden off this pain anymore. I fear this may be the end. I say goodbye to a life I once knew. I write Elliot a note and the last lines say "Forgive me for the pain I've caused you and the burdens I've set upon you. Elliot I love you and I'm sorry but I must be with Joe again." I turn on the pipe letting the tub fill up, once it was filled up I grabbed my bottle of pills which ever ones I saw and just took them all. I sat into the tub letting the water cover my face. I say goodbye to a life I once knew.
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Elliot POV
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I walk and walk until I end up at a park sitting on a bench. Me and liv used to stay at this park all the time. I wish I could just be with her but she hurt me and I'm tired of being hurt. It's raining and I'm so tired I just want to sleep. I'm sitting on a bench when I spot two people walking in the rain. They look like they are just talking you know hanging out and as they got closer I realized who it was. It was liv and her boyfriend how fucking ironic. I just hope and hope they don't notice me but of course they do. Olivia starts calling my name "El, Elliot?"
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Olivia's POV
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I see a guy sitting on the bench as I'm walking with Jake. We decided to take a walk because we wanted to talk about our relationship and see how we could better ourselves in the relationship. As we get closer to the bench the guy looks way to familiar and then I realize it's Elliot. I start to call out his name because I'm wondering why he's sitting in this park in the rain. He doesn't say anything when I call his name twice. I turn to Jake and say "Jake we are here to talk about bettering our relationship right? So you have to understand that I need to talk to Elliot he's been going through a lot lately and hasn't been himself so plea-" he cuts me off and says "Go I'll walk around until you're done." I'm so surprised at his willingness to let me talk to el. I say "Thank you so much you're the best." I run up to Elliot and say "El why are you sitting out here in the rain?" He looks as though he's been crying the whole afternoon. He says "Olivia please leave me alone I just want some peace." I say "No talk to me why are you out here? Do you need a place to stay? I'm here." He loses it and says "Olivia leave me the fuck alone okay I don't want to talk to you." I didn't budge because I know what he's growing through I was feeling the same way in freshman year but el didn't give up on me. I sit next to him on the bench and I say "I don't care about how much you want to yell or curse or whatever I'm not going. Whether you believe it or not I care about you so much." He stayed quiet until he said "Jakes here and I'm going to sit here with you, wanting and needing you while your boyfriend walks around waiting for you to come back to him." I knew he wasn't going to talk while Jake was here so I knew what I had to do. I got up from the bench and went over to find Jake. I found him and said "Okay I need you to hear me out please I know I'm asking for a lot but he needs help so please you have to go because that's the only way he'll tell me what's going please I'll make it up to you I promise." Jake seemed to understand that this was serious so he said "okay I get" and then left without hesitation.

A/N: There will be a part 2 to this because I don't want this one to be so long. It will be the same day and the same scenario just continued in another chapter. Hope you all like this story, Vote comment share!!! Thank you!