Young love is found by tragedy

Jealous pt.2

The next day
Elliots POV
Science class
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I sit in science class next to Justine. She has been consistently apologizing for what happened yesterday but I keep telling her it's fine although it's far from fine. She says "Elliot I feel like I made a fool of myself and I'm just so so sorry." I say "Justine it's fine was it super surprising? Yes but I'm not mad and I don't hate you or anything okay so stop apologizing please." She smiled and nodded her head okay. I look around the class looking for liv, I haven't even gotten a chance to explain what happened. After I left gym yesterday she seemed to just vanish I couldn't find her anywhere. I didn't get to explain How I didn't kiss Justine and she kissed me. Just as I turn my head I see her walk in with Jake, they are both laughing and I feel the jealousy build in my body. Olivia looked beautiful today. Her hair was beautiful and thick with the front lightly tinted honey blonde. She wore a tight black shirt with mom jeans loosely fitted. Her lipstick was burgundy and bright. She looked so beautiful.

(Use picture above to get full idea of how Olivia looked!!)

As they came in laughing we made eye contact and she just looked away. Her and Jake sat together since we had a sub today which meant they could sit where they wanted for today. They are playing together like little kids and it makes me so mad. I hear Justine call my name "Elliot? You okay?" I turned my head to her and faked a smile "yea I'm good sorry I got a little distracted. So there's not much to do since teachers not here right." "Yea well we could just talk I don't know much about you aside from the basics so if you're comfortable tell me about you." The loss of my mother was too soon to share and I was more than uncomfortable with talking about my dad who died for me. I was only willing to talk with Cragen and liv about that. I say "Well there's not much to share, both my parents are a bit absent right now but I'm okay other than that. I'm Irish, I'm catholic. Those are probably the most interesting things about me." She looked kinda down by what I said she said "I'm sorry about your parents." I say "Don't be sorry I'm okay come on tell me about you." I was far from okay but I didn't want to bring her down and tell her both of them were dead. She smiles and says "Okay so I have a really big family like a really big one. I have 5 brothers and 2 sisters I'm the youngest of eight." I say "wow that's so crazy and kinda amazing. I'm an only child not much family other than my parents. What's it like having all those siblings?" She chuckled and said "it can be a blessing and curse, I'm never alone but sometimes I need to be." We laughed and kept talking. I glanced back at liv to see what she was doing and she was doing the same thing I was laughing with him. She was blushing which is something she only did when she was really enjoying herself. It made me mad, bothered that she was with him. The asshole who started this, I say to Justine "hey do you mind if I go talk to liv real quick we actually have this project in math together and I have to see if she's done her part?" She said "oh of course go ahead I'll be here." I smiled and said "thank you I'll be back soon." I walked over to Olivia more nervous than I ever been, I say  "hey uh can we talk for a moment." As soon as she saw me her smile faded which hurt. She said "Talk about what El?" I say "Liv I just have to speak with you about something important in private." I looked at Jake who had his jaw clenched trying to suppress his anger. He says "I don't think she wants to talk with you right now why don't you just go back over there with your girlfriend." Olivia just sat there hurt, I say "I didn't come here wondering what you think I came here to talk to liv and Justine is not my girlfriend." He stood up to me and I knew where this was about to go but so did Olivia she stood up and stood between us. She says "Okay Elliot we can talk just can we not do this no one needs you guys fighting over nothing." She turned to Jake and said "I'll be back just please leave this alone." He shook his and said fine.
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In the hallway
Elliots POV
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Me and liv walked into the hallway and she said "what do you want to talk about?" I say "Are you back with him?" She scoffs and says "this is what I left class for? So you can question whether or not I'm with Jake. Elliot it shouldn't matter if I'm with him or not because you are out there kissing other people. So why on earth are you worried about me?" I snap back "Olivia yes it does matter if you are back with him. I didn't kiss Justine she kissed me and I pulled away Olivia I didn't kiss her back." She says "Elliot you only pulled away when you realized I might be watching. You wouldn't have pulled away if I wasn't there and what about the whole time when you guys were all over each other playing basketball"
I say "You're joking right? Please say you're joking because you and Jake were all over each other, hugging and flirting with each other." She snaps "we weren't flirting Elliot we were hugging because Jake got accepted on a full scholarship into the college he wants to go to. We hugged because we are friends and hanging with a friend isn't nothing but friendly it's not flirting I didn't fucking kiss him and he didn't kiss me." I feel terrible and liv seemed terribly angry. She says after a moment of silence "No me and Jake aren't together again and if that's all you wanted to know I'll be heading back to class." She tried to walk away but I pulled her arm not aggressively and she stood in front of me. I say "That's not all I wanted to know or say, Olivia I want to fix us. I love you and I need you. I'll say it a million times I didn't want Justine to kiss me I didn't pull away only because you were there I pulled away because it didn't feel right. It wasn't you. It wasn't this..." I leaned my head against hers and placed a sweet kiss on her lips.  She pulled away and I said "I didn't use you Olivia I didn't need you only for the moment, I've needed you since the day I met you in freshman year. I want you to be my first and last with everything. You're my special one and I won't give up on us even if you're not ready to accept it." She sniffed and said "Elliot I am just not ready to forget or forgive what I saw between you and Justine okay? I got to get back in class." I wasn't giving up so I said "Olivia I won't let go until you understand that there couldn't be any other girl besides you. You're the only person I trust, I think about you all the time, you're the only one who could get me through what I'm going through right now. I only want you." She says quietly with a sadness in her tone "We can talk another time about this Elliot maybe later or tomorrow but right I can't handle this so I have to go." She started walks away and I shouted lowly "You look beautiful today." She turned around and stood on the other end of the hallway. "Thank you." She shouted back, she entered class and I stood there broken hearted because this might really be the end.

A/N: Hope you all enjoyed this chapter vote comment share the next chapter I post will be a visual representation of what Jake and Justine look like so you have a better idea when you are reading. Lmk what you thought in the comments. Follow me on Instagram @benslersine99