Sweet Winter Day

Circa Finem II

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"I think we should not see each other anymore."

Jeongyeon said with shaking voice. She didn't want to look at him but it feels like her body has it owns soul- she looks at him.

"I told you. I don't want you to joke about breaking up with me, right?" Taehyung said, laughing nervously. Thinking she was doing a prank again- but she wasn't.

"I know..." He felt relieved when she said that but she wasn't finish talking yet.

"That's why I'm not joking anymore." Jeongyeon bravely said and sadly smiles at him.

"Hahahaha nice joke Jeongyeon-ssi. Quit it." Taehyung said while his eyes were filling up with his tears.

"D-Do you want water?" He tried changing the topic, he stands up to get a water bottle from his fridge but she holds his wrist.

"I can't do it anymore."

"Just quit joking. Y-You w-want food? I'll call t-the nearest fast food." Taehyung said stuttering, his voice is shaking. Ignoring what she was saying.

He turns around to hide his face. Jeongyeon cries as she saw how his shoulders shake.

"I'm sorry." She said crying. She was just standing there, watching his back. He covered his face with her hands and shakes his head. Thinking it wasn't real. He's dreaming. Jeongyeon hugs him as her tears flows down her cheeks. Her hands were trembling and her eyes is shaking. Her heart feels like it was being squished. 

"I'm so tired..." She mumbled. Taehyung bites his upper lips, shaking lips. 

"I.. I didn't want to do this." She whispered. Taehyung avoids to look at jeongyeon who is taking step backward away from him with her eyes full of tears. 

"but our relationship is not healthy anymore.." Jeongyeon said looking at him.

"We can't understand each other."

"We don't consider each other's feelings anymore like our old selves. Then we fight." Jeongyeon laughs even if her eyes shows the opposite.

"Then fight again.. And fight." She wipes her tears laughing but then frowns again.

"Maybe we need a little time for our self." 

"Do you think I'm not tired?" He asks sarcastically, his eyes are red; his mouth shaking. 

"Did you really think I'm not tired?" He asks again pressing his lips together together to prevent himself from tearing up. His heart were aching so hard he can't feel himself anymore.

"I'm tired too, Jeongyeon." He said not looking at her, he was looking at nothing. His tears were flowing like waterfalls.

"I'm also exhausted" Jeongyeon sobs and covers her face using her hands. She didn't know what to do. She felt guilty but it's done. She said it. There's no turning back anymore.