The memories// Sequel

17

I'm not crying your crying

Jaden

Her eyes stayed on mine. I could feel my heart rate pick up. My hands met the hem of her the silk tank but I didn't pulled it off of her I ran my hands under her shirt. Taking in every inch of her stomach. Her breath hitched as my eyes trailed across her chest. It only then occurred to me. She doesn't remember having sex with me. Her eyes met mine and she shivered in my arms

"Um I should tell you...I'm a virgin" she whispered

"No your not" I told her placing a kiss on her forehead

My hands rested on the back of her thighs as I lifted her into my arms

"Oh. Did we?" She asked with worry in her eyes

"I was your first and only" I replied to her

As far as I'm concerned she's only ever had sex with me. I'm her only.

Her arms wrapped around my shoulders as I set her down on the bed slightly. I'm not going to have sex with her.

"We must have really been something" she chuckled "I told myself I wouldn't until I found my person" she whispered

"But it's all different now" I said placing a kiss on her collarbone and sitting up on the bed

"It doesn't have to be" she said sitting up as well

Her legs were placed over mine as she straddled my lap. Her fingers tangled in my hair as she made eye contact with me.

"You don't have to do this. You can live your life. You don't have to be with me" I reassured her

"I know" she spoke softly to me "maybe I want to be"

It was music to my ears

Her hands rested on my shoulders. One of my arms rested around her small frame and the other made it's way to her cheek. My thumb trailed slowly on her cheek bone as she nuzzled into my hand

She's my person

"I want you" she whispered

Our proximity was dangerously close and there's just one word she has to say for me to proceed. My eyes were shut as I tried to fight this urge. I want her but it's not right. It can't be

"Please" her voice rang

That was it. The one word I hoped wouldn't cross her beautiful lips. She was begging. Begging for me like she used to

In almost an instant my hand pulled her lips to mine. She was everything to me. This kiss wasn't like our others. It was different. I felt like I was finally free. My entire life was in her hands and I was okay with that

She pulled away and looked into my eyes and I watched as a tear rolled down her cheek. She was crying as she buried her head into my neck

"What's wrong?" I asked worried I pulled back to make her look at me

"Did I do something?" I asked her rubbing her tears with my thumb

Her breath hitched as she spoke "your my person. And I know who you are. Your mine. You Jaden Hossler are mine. I fell in love with you almost instantly after I met you. We went to breakfast and to the beach. Then I got cancer. But it didn't take us apart. It made us stronger" she spoke

I felt tears roll down my face as she spoke and I could listen to her all day

"Then you told me that you loved me. For the first time. I felt so wonderful. I spent these last two month away from you and it was hell. Cause I didn't know who you were. But I know now. Your it for me. Your my home" she cried

"Oh my god" I whispered as I connected my lips with hers

"I don't care what goes on in our lives I just care that we're together" she whispered "I'm so in love with you. I can't believe I didn't remember until now" she said happily

"I love you" she laughed "I love you, I love you, I love you" she smiled

I laughed at her silliness. Tears were still exiting my eyes quickly. Happy tears

"I could say it a thousand times" she smiled at me her arms embraced me for a hug and we fell back on the bed

She sat up quickly "Josh is in love Nessa and to afraid to admit it. Jess said some horrible things to me but I don't even care. And Bryce, and Avani, and Griffin, and Kio and Quinton, and you" she said biting her lip

"I remember you" she softly said placing her hands on my face and pulling me in for a kiss

I finally felt at ease. She's in my arms and she's mine. And she knows it

"I have to tell them" she laughed standing up quickly

"Hey" I said as she turned toward the door

She turned on her heel quickly and looked at me with her beautiful eyes. I sat up on the bed and stood up

"Your my girl" I told her walking toward her

"I'm your girl" she smiled jumping into my arms

I laughed as she squeezed the life out of me before I set her back on her feet

"Let's go" I smiled grabbing her hand as we walked out of my room

We did end up going back to the sway house. She needed to stay around someone she knew.

She let go of my hand when she saw josh at the bottom of the stairs

"Josh" she yelled rushing down the stairs quickly

"Woah hey, your cheery" he laughed when she hugged him happily

"I'm in love with Jaden" she giggled looking back at me

"I know you are" he smiled and then realize what I meant

"Holly shit you know that you love Jaden" he exclaimed pulling her in for a hug

"I feel amazing." She yelled "I remember" she exclaimed walking down the hall

"She remembers?" Anthony asked walking down the stairs behind me

"She remembers" I smiled at him as he parted my back comfortingly

That was the best movement of my life. I got her back and I'm not planning on losing her again. So she better stay right her. With me.

She remembers