I hate everything nothing is going well it just going down hill I wish it would get better but it doesn't.i wish I could lie in bed all day and talk to nobody but I get put on the spot all the time and I wish I could melt into the ground and die.but I'm always telling myself you have so much to live for but I don't even believe myself anymore.i always see these happy people and I wish I could have a little bit of happiness but I don't have any.i love my family but I get lonely and sometimes I just want to be left alone and if I ask to be left alone I get yelled at and I feel worse than before.so right now I sitting on my bed thinking of how much of a screw up I am and how I'm nothing like my sister's who are confident and aren't screwing up every minute.
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De Todoum hi ignore this I'm just venting about my stress and stupid schist in my life
