Hello

back to the usual

Cousin hasn't checked in on me in two days and I'm back to thinking about dying again.she is the only one who actually cares about me and we haven't talked so I have lost my purpose once again.i wanna do so much with her when we get older but all this stress is killing me and I can't take it.ive got no motivation to do work but I wanna write things about the problems of the world because I'm interested and wanna help people but I can't even do the required work so why do the un required.every day I just wanna sleep and sleep and sleep and just lay there not moving but I know I can't cause I would get yelled at for being lazy.so here I am laying on my bed crying writing my problems for people to see because none of them know me and can't tell my parents who were fighting again during class and we had to talk and participate today so whole class heard them the teacher didn't care just kept calling on.so have a dog gif for me boring you
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