Because of you

Chapter 21

A/N: Tomorrow is my first day of classes so I might not update very often, but I will try my best. Also this chapter starts out in Ginny’s POV.

It’s been three days since Draco saved me from the werewolf in the Forbidden Forest. He hasn’t woken up yet, but Madam Pomfrey says that he’ll be alright. Hermione and I have been taking turns sitting in the Hospital Wing waiting for him to wake up and right now it’s my turn. She’s studying in the library right now.

I still can’t believe that I was that stupid. It’s not like I had a good reason for being out there in the first place. All I was doing was hiding from Draco and that didn’t even work. I should have known that he would find me. I shouldn’t have been out there after dark. I don’t even know what I was thinking. I’m just glad that McGonagall didn’t expel me. I wouldn’t blame if she did, but things certainly would have been a lot more difficult. I’m not sure I can tolerate living in the same house as Ron right now considering all he does is complain about Hermione and Draco’s relationship. Not to mention that Harry’s almost always there. I can’t deal with Harry right now.

Hermione walks in to the Hospital Wing and I decide to go for a walk. Even thinking about Harry is hard right now. It’s annoying too because all I can think about is our argument. Which was absolutely stupid and I swear he’s being the world’s biggest idiot right now, but I guess that’s not my problem anymore. If he wants to think that I’m madly in love with Draco then let him. He’s absolutely wrong, but if he doesn’t want to believe me then I guess that’s his problem. I’m done caring and I’m done crying about it. Draco was seriously hurt and it’s my fault. That’s another thing that I have to live with. Everything just seems to be falling apart right now.

I walk aimlessly and eventually find myself standing in front of Fred’s portrait. He smiles at me and I sit against the wall beside him. We don’t say anything and I’m not really sure what to say. Well, I know what I want to say but I’m not exactly sure how to day it. He’d know what to do. Although I’m not sure what he would think or how he would feel about it. Maybe I should just not say anything.

“What’s the matter, Gin?” Fred asks.

“A lot of things.”

“Like…?”

“Harry’s being stupid.”

“How is he being stupid?”

“He thinks that I’m in love with Draco.”

“Are you in love with Draco?”

“Of course not! We’re just really good friends.”

“Hmmm. I’m guessing that’s not all you need to talk about?”

“Harry and I had a fight and I broke up with him.”

“Did you want to break up with him?”

“I don’t know. Right now I’m still mad at him because he’s being stupid.”