Make It Rain (Sons of Anarchy) *discontinued*

Chapter Thirty

"I believe that your karma, everything that you do bad, comes back to you. So, anything that I'm doing bad, I'm gonna have to suffer for, but I feel in my heart, what I'm doing is right, you know what I mean?"
- 2Pac
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     After two days in the hospital, the doctor finally let me leave. The doctor only let me out, under the pretense that someone was always helping me around until I was completely healed, which the doctor said wouldn't be for at least two weeks. I was happy GrandDad and Grandma Beth were finally here though, since they could keep Dad and Dakota from going overboard when it comes to caring for me and letting me do things on my own.

     Staying in the house after what happened was a bit hard. I couldn't go into Abel's nursery without getting some type of flashback to emotional feeling making me want to leave the room. Gemma had cleaned all of the blood and such out of the rooms, so I wasn't reminded about the attack solely from blood stains. Taking a shower at home was a bit tiresome, but luckily Jamie was able to help me shower.

      Normally I wouldn't feel that comfortable around any other woman besides my mom and Grandma Beth, but I knew Jamie was there just trying to help me. Besides, she had become quite important to me since her and Dad had gotten together, so I guess having her help me made me feel better. It was better than having Gemma do it. Don't get me wrong, I love Jax's mother, but I don't know how I'd feel with her seeing me completely nude and helping me shower. I wasn't even sure if she knew I was pregnant yet or not.

    Jax didn't stay at home much, which I guess wasn't too abnormal of a behavior, since his son was missing and he found me close to death in the house as well. Both those events in the same house probably made him uncomfortable to be inside. I wondered if he'd make us move once he found Abel, but I doubted Gemma would let us move, even if it was only a few houses down from this one. She was very territorial and temperamental, so she really didn't like change. Hell, she didn't like me coming around until she got to know me and got use to having me around.

"Baby, you hungry?" Dad asked, as he walked into mine and Jax's room, which still was only inhabited by me and not Jax.

"A little." I replied, and he nodded.

"Good, Beth is making lunch and she wasn't going to let you skip it. I was making sure you were hungry, otherwise I was going to tell her you were sleeping so you didnt have to eat." He commented, causing me to laugh slightly; laughing too hard still hurt, so I had to be careful.

"No, I'm hungry. Help me up off the bed and I'll eat in there with you guys." I replied, and he nodded.

     Walking over, he grabbed my hands and let me use his strength to pull myself up. Once I was standing, I slowly walked into the kitchen and sat down at the table where everyone else was sitting. Everyone smiled at me, as Grandma Beth passed me a plate with two grilled cheese and a bowl of soup. This food was one of my favorite, so I figured that was why she had made it for me.

"You were sleeping, but Jax came by to check on you earlier. He told us that he'd be back later. Apparently he has something to discuss with you; maybe it'll be about Abel." GrandDad said, and I nodded with a smile.

    I was honestly nervous when I heard those words leave GrandDad's mouth. I would believe that if Jax had to talk to me about Abel, he'd wake me up no matter the time of day or night. He knew I was as worried about the little boy as he was. Even if Abel wasn't my biological son, I still loved him as my own and I always would, even if Jax and I were no longer together.

      My thoughts flew deeper, reminding myself that Jax was worried about pissing off or disappointing my family anymore, so he was very careful with what he did or said around them; maybe that was why he didn't wake me earlier when he needed to talk to me. I doubted he'd wait until I woke up, if anyone else wasn't here. Then I also wondered if he was really so worried about me and how I was healing, that he didn't want to hurt my healing process by disturbing my sleep. I didn't know what to think about the situation, so I just shook my head and allowed the thoughts to disappear, for the most part.

"I can't wait to finally meet Abel." Jamie commented, and I smiled.

"You'll love him, Jamie. He's such an amazing boy. Honestly, I believe he's one of the reasons Jax and I clicked so fast." I replied, as I took another bite of my sandwich.

"Do you have pictures of him?" Grandma Beth asked, and I nodded.

"Yeah, just let me go--" I began, before Dakota cut me off.

"I'll go. Where are they?" He asked, as he stood from the table.

"They're on the top shelf of mine and Jax's closet in a medium sized black box." I said, and he nodded.

     He quickly ran off to get the box, as I continued to eat my food.

"No photo album?" Dad asked, causing me to shake my head.

"Not yet, since I haven't gotten around to making one, but I will as soon as Jax brings him back." I replied, as Dad nodded in response.

"I'll send you some photo albums to use. There's probably much better ones in Hawaii than here." Grandma Beth commented, and I nodded.

"Oh, most definitely." I answered, a smile on my face.

    I honestly did miss Hawaii, but I doubted I'd ever go back, fear creeping in as I thought about leaving behind Jax and Abel, even if it was only for a while...

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A/N: I hope you liked this chapter. I finally was able to update. From tomorrow until probably the night of Thanksgiving, I most likely won't be able to update because I'll be so busy, but if I have some free time, I'll try to post an update.

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