Make It Rain (Sons of Anarchy) *discontinued*

Chapter Thirteen

"I'm starting with the man in the mirror. I'm asking him to change his ways."
- Man In the Mirror by Michael Jackson
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    Waking up the next morning, I was surprised to see that Jax was still sleeping next to me. I didn't expect him to stay after we had sex. I mean, I knew he wanted the same thing I wanted, at least, that's what it seemed last night, but I didn't expect him to still be here. I honestly had such shit luck with relationships, that I really didn't see him staying after we slept together. Most men only wanted to get into my pants, mostly for bragging rights, before they left and I never seen them again. I did have my fair share of one night stands, but some relationships I thought were strong as well and they weren't. The guys just wanted to get into my pants to be able to say they slept with a celebrity, or even worse Dog's granddaughter or Leland's oldest daughter.

      Instead of waking Jax, I slowly crept out of bed and went straight to the bathroom for a shower. I decided that I needed to be up and ready by the time Jax was up, since he and I both had to go to TM today. After my shower, I wrapped my hair and body in towels and went back to my room. When I entered the room, Jax was sitting up against the headboard, shirtless and smoking a cigarette.

"You don't mind, do you, darlin'?" He asked, causing me to shrug.

"I've been around it before, doesn't bother me." I replied, before turning towards my dresser and grabbing my bra and panties.

"You stay like that any longer and we won't be getting to TM today." Jax commented seductively, as he smirked.

"Gem won't have that and you know it." I retorted, staying turned away from him so he wouldn't see me biting my lip and closing my eyes.

     I half wanted him to come over and us to have more fun like we did most of the night last night, but half of me wanted him to get ready for work. I really didn't want Gemma to be mad that the first night I'm with her son, I make him and I both late to work. 

"She won't care. Besides, she'll be happy she finally has someone she trusts to care for Abel when he's out of the tank." Jax said, causing me to silently sigh.

"Yeah, she let me know just how much she didn't want Tara around Abel once he was out." I commented, flinching when I realized what I had told him.

"Well she'll be happy, extremely happy. At least now she knows Tara for sure won't be around anymore." Jax replied, causing me to smile.

"You sure? I don't want you to regret getting with me when you want her." I asked, almost feeling self-conscious.

"Yes, I'm sure. She's not our problem once Abel's out. I promise, darlin'. You, me and Abel will be a family and she won't be part of it." Jax stated, as he came over, wrapped his arms around me from behind and kissed me.

"I just don't want any regrets." I said, causing Jax to smile at me.

"Never. Now, can I get a shower, or do you want to fool around?" He joked, causing me to roll my eyes.

"Oh go get your shower, we've got work in an hour." I retorted, as he laughed and walked his bare ass to my bathroom.

       As he got his water set up, I picked out my clothes and got dressed for the day. While brushing my hair, Jax came out of the bathroom. I looked over at him and seen he still hadn't gotten his shower.

"Need something?" I asked, causing him to nod.

"Yeah, you think you can run over and grab me some fresh clothes?" He asked, as I finished brushing my hair.

"Sure, give me the keys to your house." I replied, making a smile appear on his face.

     He walked over and picked up his discarded pants, pulled his keys out the pocket, and then handed them to me. He kissed me quickly, before walking into the bathroom and stepping into the shower. I slipped on some shoes, slid his keys into my pocket and then headed out of my house. I walked across the yard to his house, unlocked the door and let myself inside. Looking around, I realized just how nice his house really was. I went all the way to the back of the hall, entering the bedroom I assumed was his and went into the closet to grab his clothes.
 
     I grabbed a pair of pants, a shirt and a new pair of boxers and socks. Walking out of the room, I realized there was girl clothes in the closet. Biting my lip, I shook my head and left his house. I wasn't sure who's clothes they were, but now I wanted to know. There was no way I was going to be with Jax if he was already with some girl who didn't know about me. Jax never told me that he was ever with any girl but Tara. Well, I mean, I assumed he was with someone else at some point since he had Abel not too long ago, but I didn't think it was that close.

     Sighing, I felt as if I was put in the same position I had been in many times before. I didn't want to feel like I was being used, but at this moment I couldn't think anything else. I had it ingrained in my head. I felt as if I wanted to cry. I wanted to run away, back to Dakota who would make me feel better. I couldn't though because I ran away from them all. I had nobody, nothing. I was all alone now and I did it to myself, all because I couldn't deal with the pressure of being the perfect daughter...

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A/N: I hope you guys liked this chapter. Obviously we all know who the girl's clothes belonged to, but she does not. So, how well do you guys think she'll take it?

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