I Loved You Darling (Life As I Know It Sequel)

I Can't Take This

I walked back to the bunk and grabbed my bag. I began to dig threw it and found some pain pills that I had left over from when Emmett beat me and broke my rib. Then found my anxiety pills.

I grabbed some whiskey and drank down a lot before taking my anxiety pills then a couple pain pills. Enough to seriously hurt me, better yet kill me but if it went wrong, I could say that I was drunk and couldn't remember if I took my medication for not and got them mixed up and wasn't actually trying to hurt myself. Lord hope I don't have to explain and this is it.

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Chris POV

I was finally cooling off from all the drama today. I wasn't mad at Shelby, I was just upset that she didn't tell me. The situation did involve me and she left me out. What would she have done if she was pregnant? Not tell me?

I started to walk back from hearing other bands practice when I noticed that I had been gone for awhile. I saw an ambulance and thought nothing of it until I noticed it was heading in the direction of our bus. I started to run when I saw Balz carrying Shelby and handing her to the EMT. I ran as fast as I could as they closed the door and started to drive off. "BALZ what the fuck is going on!". "Come on we have to go to the hospital".

One of the sound guys let us use his car as we followed behind the ambulance. "Why the fuck is she in there?". He tightened his grip on the wheel. "She smelled like alcohol and we think she over dosed". I couldn't believe the words out of his mouth. "Ricky found her and screamed for me to help. She seemed just fine all day so I don't know why she would do this".

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When we got there we heard screaming. I walked to the front desk. "Shelby Quinn! Where is she? I'm her boyfriend". She got up and brought us back to the ER where she was awake and fight against the nurse and security as they forced a tube down her throat. As the dark liquid went down and into her mouth. She shook her head and gagged. They removed it and pushed her head to the trash where she started forcefully puking.

They moved her to a normal room where Balz and I sat. She just laid there without saying a word. No matter what we said to her. After awhile passed a doctor came in. "Can I go home now?". He shook his head no. "I don't think that's wise. You o'd". "I didn't do it on purpose". I sighed. "I'll sign for her". The doctor rolled his eyes. "Alright. On you if something happens". I nodded. Maybe I shouldn't take her home yet?

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A couple hours later we were back on the bus. She didn't say anything and I didn't push her about it. I just walked her to the back bunk. She faced the wall and didn't say anything as I walked out. I didn't know if she need space or just needed someone. I felt just as helpless as her

The guys were waiting outside the bus and I popped outside to have a talk with them. "What now?". I shrugged my shoulders. "I don't know what to do and I'm not sure if I buy that it was an accident". "I don't buy it at all". Ricky lit up his cigarette. "I don't think you should have brought up the ER trip though". I looked at him with a fire raging in me. "How was I suppose to know you two were keeping a secret like that?". "Could you two fucking knock it off? Seriously! She is at her ends....literally and your fighting. You two are her best friends. Fix this shit!". Ryan stomped off.