2018 was full of constraints. Our relationship felt like a burden and i tried to make it better.
You went with us on a family vacation this year. I wanted us to be happy and for you to feel like family with everyone. It all just made me feel like i had to be with you. This was the year when i couldn't tell who i was without you. What was left of me was a shell of who i used to be. I wasn't happy at all.
Your best friend commented that we should just break up and stay broken up. It felt like everyone was against us, but we said we would be stronger than them.
It felt like I was the only one really trying. I wonder if you felt the same.
Everything you did annoyed me, being with you i cared about you. But the moment we were physically separated, I didn't feel a single thing for you. Was i just forcing myself to care about you?
I told you, I was honest. We said we would work through it.
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5 Year Love
Historia CortaWe dated for 5 years, broke up a year ago, and I felt the need to write about it. I want to believe I've moved on
