5 : she is not a whore!!

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Song- Count on me by Bruno Mars

Crystal's POV

i run our of the room without looking back. i don't know why but i feel guilty for letting him touch me like that. tears roll down my cheeks as i made my way to the parking lot. it is not even his fault. i allowed him to touch me and now i am regretting it. i don't know what came over me that i just gave up. i am crying for my own stupidity. he is a playboy and if i let him touch me then it is obvious that he will not think twice before touching me in a wrong way. that is what he does. Fuck a different women everyday. i am not a whore, i am not a whore, i am not a whore and i don't wanna be. why does my body react like that when he touches me?i hate it so much. he is a asshole who wants to get in my pants and i will not let that happen. i am not going to see him again and that is for sure.

i made my way towards my car. i sat in it, wiped my tears before starting the car and driving. i reached home in fifteen minutes. i rushed to my bath room to take a hot bath. i removed my clothes and sat inside the hot water tub. i started thinking about what happened in the studio. the way he drew circles on the bare skin of my stomach, it felt so good. it felt like his hand is made to touch my skin. then he removed my top gently. the way his fingers touched my cheekbones, the way his lips felt on my ne_

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, he is just using you Crystal. He just wants your body and nothing more than that. Don't go with the flow or else he will be successful in having sex with you and then like every other women he ever slept with, he will ask you to get out in morning. Don't let him take advantage of you. you know your weakness is his touch, so don't let him touch you in anyway and stay away from him. He is a asshole.

i told myself. today was the last day i saw him, not happening again.

after a long hot bath i moved out of the bath room and wore a casual dress. i decided to take a nap even though it is 11am but i still feel tired and i also have a bit of headache.

i got under the covers as sleep consumed me immediately

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i got under the covers as sleep consumed me immediately.

After a while I woke up and looked at the clock

2pm

Holy God!!!!! I have been sleeping for 4 long hours. What the hell? I sat up on my bed and suddenly my head started aching. I am feeling cold and a shiver ran down my spin. I pulled the covers up till my shoulders and leaned back on the headboard and closed my eyes. After a while I got up from the bed and my body starts to aching. What the hell is happening to me? It may be a fever I guess. My parents always told me that I am very delicate. I get ill very quickly and have a sensitive skin.

I made my way towards the bathroom. After doing my business I walked out still feeling very cold. I opened one of the drawer of my bedside table and took out a fever and body pain pill. After taking the pills I feel sleepy. I fall asleep again.

Ryan's POV

I am in my office. It is 6pm and I have not get a message or any calls from Crystal. This is weird. She always calls me twice or thrice a day but today she did not even send a message. Something is wrong, I should call her. I just hope she is OK.

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