The life I never had (Twice X Male Reader) [COMPLETED]

22

Dreams, and nightmares.

I have been having them for quite some time now.

And they all end the same, with Y/N dying in my arms. Either intentionally or accidentally.

And I can't shake the fact that it might be a sign for what's about to happen.

It's 2:45am now. I had another nightmare. Can't go back to sleep.

I decide to check on Y/N. He's badly injured.

The surgery P.A.B.O did was minimal, i did so much damage to his skeleton that only time will tell if he survives or not.

I knock on his door and P.A.B.O lets me in. There lays Y/N. Sleeping peacefully on the table. His body filled with needles and injections from various machines.

I stared at him longingly. He's been out for a few days now. When will you wake up? When will you know about the feelings I harbor for you?

I sit down beside him and sigh.

"I don't know if you can hear me. But I hope you do."

"I've been having dreams, Y/N. Sometimes nightmares. They all point to you, Y/N. Ever since you came here, i was skeptical about you. But now, i see that everything you've done was to prioritize us first above yourself."

"It's the little things that you do that make us feel special, made us feel loved by someone who could care less about us."

"Thank you, Y/N. For helping us. For being patient with us even through the mistakes we've made. But Y/N, Those dreams. I can't help but feel that I'm responsible for this. To see you in this state, and knowing that I'm the one who caused it. I won't blame you if you don't forgive me. But please, Y/N. Wake up... So I can see you smile once again...."

I look up at him as I said those last words. Somehow, I had unconsciously held his cold hand. But it doesn't matter. As long as I get to spend this time with him, alone. 

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Author POV

8:00AM

"*looong yawn" yawned Jihyo. 

The leader of TWICE believes in early bird getting the worm. She was just about to hit the gym when she decided to check on Y/N and his condition.

She enters the room. She finds Tzuyu sitting beside Y/N, hands intertwined. Her red face proves she's been sobbing all night. Jihyo reads her mind. All that's written there is one question.

Will Y/N be alright?

She goes to wake the sleeping maknae. Her eyelids flutter open as Jihyo shakes her gently. 

"Jihyo? How long have you been here?" 

"Long enough to see that you have feelings for Y/N." She teased. "Come on, let's leave Y/N in peace."

"No...." The maknae whined. "I don't want to leave his side..."

"You don't have to. Just, have something to eat first. How about that?" Jihyo sounded like a caring mother worried for the youngest.

"Okay..." She obliged. "I will be back soon, Y/N." Tzuyu whispered as she left the room.

Now it was Jihyo's turn to sit down next to Y/N. 

"Aisshh, Y/N. When will you wake up? We miss you. Sana's been asking about your condition for 2 weeks now. Mina and Chaeyoung offered to bring you water but they have no access to the room, Nayeon wanted you to follow her to get groceries, and we are geting tired of going out to buy Jokbal for Momo when you can make it here for free. You are really giving us a headache. Well, I'm gonna go work out. See you later!" Jihyo said as she left the room.

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"Hello?"

"Hello."

"What is this?"

"This is your mind."

"Who are you?" 

"I am you."

"I'm gonna ask again, who are you?"

"I am you, as I've said before."

"What do you mean you are me?"

"..."

"ANSWER ME!!!"

"..."

"I gotta get out of here."

"I'm sorry, you cannot. Your mind may be intact, but your body is broken."

"What happened?"

"Have you forgotten already? Well, seems like someone's having memory problems. Let me jump start that hollow shell." 

Y/N felt palms on his cheeks. Suddenly, a burst of energy burned through his skull. The seering pain was enough to make him cry out in shock. 

"AAAAAAARRRGGHHH!"

Y/N dropped down onto his knees. 

"I... remember."

"Good. Now we wait patiently."

"What's happening out there? The real world?"

"So far, the one named Tzuyu has confessed their profound feelings for you, and the others have tried to break into the room. The elegant Mina has tried to hack the door just to find out about your condition. The brutal Chaeyoung has tried a sledgehammer, but the hungry  Momo stopped that before the damage was done. They are indeed very worried."

"Huh, Why would you put adjectives before their names?"

"To add definition."

"How long before we get out?'

"Based on the rate of healing? 2 weeks."

"2 WEEKS?!"

"Yes. 2 more weeks."

"Any way to speed it up?" 

"No, any more dopamine and it will kill you upright."

"Well, I hope the girls are alright and taking care of themselves. I need to talk with JYP when I wake up."

And there he waited patiently. 

(A/N Sorry this chapter's a bit short, but chapter 23 will be a longer chapter than usual. Also a heads up, the next chapters will be slightly NSFW. Now enjoy the rest of the story. 😁)