The life I never had (Twice X Male Reader) [COMPLETED]

27

That day, there was a celebration. Although the rest of the members did not know what they were celebrating, they enjoyed a girls night out anyways. They went to an amusement park, a shopping spree and a food hunt around Seoul.

However, not everyone had a great day. Sana tripped on the sidewalk and Mina stepped in a deep puddle and got wet.

When they got back, a thunderstorm suddenly broke out. Everyone thanked God and Jihyo for letting them in the dorm before it started.

Momo brought out some snacks and everyone cuddled together for a movie. It was perfect. The atmosphere was just right. Not too cold, not too hot.

Y/N sat on the floor while the 9 girls shared the couch. Tzuyu definitely felt that it was unfair but she understood that the couch would collapse if a 10th person was added.

As the movie went on, Mina felt a tingling sensation on her fingers. She scratched them but it always came back. She shrugged it off and continued watching the movie.

Suddenly, a few lightning bolts struck some kilometers away and cut the electricity. Sana, being terrified of thunder let out a bloodcurdling scream and immediately ran inside her room and shut the door.

Mina, however, ran to the balcony and admired the lightning bolts that struck down upon the earth.

Y/N, being the concerned manager, left to look for Sana.

"Sana? Sana..?" Y/N knocked on her door.

He opened the door slowly. There, he saw a big lump underneath Sana's blanket, shivering badly.

"Hey, hey Sana. Are you alright?" Y/N lifted the blanket and asked the shaking squirrel.

"H-h-help..." Sana said with a shaky voice.

"I'm here. I'm not going anywhere." Y/N assured.

The electricity came back on and Sana came out of the blanket slowly and hugged Y/N tight, never wanting to let go. Y/N returned the hug, and they stayed like that for a few moments.

"Tzuyu was right. *Sniff*  Your arms really feel like the safest place to be in." Sana remarked with a shaky voice.

Y/N just smiled. He was glad that he could comfort her just by being there for her.

"Y/N, can I ask you something?"

"Anything."

"What are you afraid of?"

The once cool and composed Y/N suddenly shattered to pieces from that question. What did he fear?

"Sana, the things I fear cannot be understood but anyone but me. That's the scariest part, is that no one will ever relate with me on that level. Do you really want to know?"

Sana thought for a bit. She nodded.

"My biggest fears are losing the ones I love and being forgotten." Y/N hesitated. "When my lover and all the people I cared about were killed, I thought that I can't have that fear anymore, since I had no one left to care for."

He let out a sigh. "But then, if I didn't care for anyone, my other fear would show up. Being forgotten. Lost in history as just another person who lived his life."

"To live a life without fear, I have to care for others."

Sana cuddled up next to him and unwittingly made an aegyo.

"Y/N, you care about us, right?"

Y/N smiled and shed a tear.

"More than anyone in the world."