Experiencing a new Love (Navia)

Unexpected Comfort (Ch 2)

💙Juvia POV💙

It was quite surprising. Out of everyone that could have comforted me it was Natsu. Me and him don't really talk often, that's why this came as kinda a shock. But never the less I was happy to see him, but deep down I hoped Gray would have come and tell me he changed his mind. Even though I had gotten rejected, I still love him and it might take a while for these feelings to leave. I tried holding back my tears but they came back stronger then ever. I started crying again while Natsu was holding an umbrella over us. After a while of just crying I turned to Natsu and thanked him for the kind gesture.

"Thank you Natsu. This means a lot."

"No problem, but are you going to be okay Juvia?"

"I'll be fine." I said with a reasuring small smile.

"You don't have to come to the guild for the next few days. I'll tell Gramps that your not feeling well." Natsu said looking at me with pity in his eyes.

"Thank you Natsu. This means a lot..." I managed to speak out while still fighting some tears.

"I'll see you around then. Come back when you are feeling up to it." Natsu then handed me the umbrella and walked towards the guild.

After a few minutes of me just sitting on the floor I stood up and started walking to the Fairy tail dorms where my room was. The second I walked in my room I smashed the door behind me and just leaned on it. I had started crying again, the pictures and dolls of gray just reminded me of what he had said to me hours earlier. I really thought we would one day have kids and get married. I love him with everything I have.

For a second I just stood there starting at the Gray themed decor in my room. I cried and cried until I grew sleeply. I got all ready for bed and just lay there thinking about what I would do from now on. I still loved Gray and I doubt I would be able to get over him in one day, week, month, or even a year. I started thinking about how I came to love him. He saved me from all the dark memories. I don't know if I'll be able to keep walking ahead with a smile without him.

I'm surprised I managed to sleep. But even if it was a new day, the pain grew worse and worse.
"GOD DAMNIT! WHAT THE HELL DID I DO WRONG! GRAY PLEASE COME BACK TO ME! I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'LL DO WITHOUT YOU!" I started screaming, I didn't care if it was early in the morning. I just didn't know what else I'm supposed to do.

I spent the rest of the day in bed crying my heart out. I heard knocking at the door but I never got up and opened it. I wasn't in the mood to talk to anybody. I knew sooner or later I was going to have to go out and talk with the guild but I just wasn't ready.

My week continued like this, I would wake up, eat, shower, and just stay in bed the whole day while crying. When the week had ended I had no more tears left to cry, my eyes were red and I looked like I haven't slept in days. I decided that morning that I should head to the guild the next day.

"I bet my guild mates are worried for me since I haven't been over there in a week."

I don't why I'm so scared to go to the guild. Maybe it's because there is a high chance I might see Gray. I'm sure I will start crying the second I see him but I can't hide forever. If I don't do this soon then I might never at all.

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